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RIP PaNdA 10/03/08

Mommy misses and loves you panda RIP MaNdAs PaNdA

About Me

Hey its me MaNdA ? Im an okay person i guess i tend to make ppl laugh!!! I can be a MaJoR DoRk ! i make wierd noises too how dumb can i get!!
It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. It’s an amazing feeling when you know you’re truly in love. Then something happens something like he changes or there’s always been that one thing that you’ve always had to deal with that hurt you more than anything and he starts to do it with out knowing it. You can have someone doing something to you your hole life and it hurts like hell you get away from it move from them then try to find someone you can spend your life with and that person seem amazing that person makes you feel like an angel gives you confidence makes you happy makes you seem almost like a diff person. And then it happens it’s like getting smacked in the face. That one thing you were trying to get away from comes back and it’s almost like it’s twice as hard because it’s coming from this person that you love more than anything in the world … what do you do in this situation... Do you stay with them and continue to deal with this problem and stay sad and live miserably or do you brake up with them….? I’m so lost and confused …
…..I love him more than life its self but why should I deal with this…..♥ ♥
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My Interests



I'd like to meet:



Music:

BLACK STONE CHERRY
beatles
monkeys
Mariah carey
fall out boys
plain white ts
wierd al
Adam sandler
music from plays and operas
linkin park
amylee/evenessence
good charlotte
HIM
juliea roberts
rascelle flatts
kenny chesney
killswitch engage
The Who
My Chemical Romance
Led Zeppelin
The Used
A Perfect Circle
Medford Drive
pink floyd
mindless self indulgence
thrice
AFI
prince
duran duran
John mayer
the cure
korn
broken heart society
sugar cult
yellow card
the vines
tool
death cab for cutie
prince
Norma jean
manson
white strips
all american rejects
rise against
the donnas
Josh Gracin
Joss Stone
JAMES BLUNT
Keith Urban
Tegan and Sara
Advenged sevenfold
30 seconds to mars
krystal Myers

Movies:

Son-in-law
Breakflast club
phantom of the opera
Hot Chick
how to loose a guy in 10 days
how to deal
saved
A walk to Remeber
The Craft
Troy
The Labrenth
Dark Crystal
Bringing down the house
The Village
Scream1,2,3
Scary movie
howard the duck
The blues brothers movies
starwars
happy gilmore
wedding singer
little nicky
anger management
50 first dates
water boy
bigdaddy
spanglish
billy madison
romeo+juliet
the crow
drop dead fred
cry baby
sixteen candles
foot loose
The Witches

Television:

umm i like all kinds a shows mad tv crank yankers umm ne thing on adult swim --FAMILY GUY-- south park charmed well if my tvs on its usually on comedy central or cartoon network or the N cuz of degrassi

Books:

Daughters of the moon they are the best books ever and ne thing on magic or moon magic i also like poe and Shakespeare

Heroes:



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My Blog

Staind - Believe (Official Video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zw0d2fZ1rlo I really love this it reminds me of my boyfriend.. im older and i know that he still has some growing up too do so i have to believe that he will g...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 11:21:00 PST

This = me

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Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:29:00 PST

write love on her arms

Renee is 19. When I meet her, cocaine is fresh in her system. She hasn't slept in 36 hours and she won't for another 24. It is a familiar blur of coke, pot, pills and alcohol. She has agreed to meet u...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 10:57:00 PST

hurt ..

okay im a little hurt right now guys i dont know what is going on with me .. i feel like i guess everyone is against me right now .. i kinda feel like i dont have anyone .. i kinda feel a lil lost i g...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PST

ahhh bored in class

..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>Mind Boggler Survey (not usual questions!)Ever spin around in circles until you got so dizzy you fell?:lol yea im blonde  What's the most comfortable thing you own?...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Fri, 18 May 2007 06:29:00 PST

READ

? JANUARY = SHYNESSFun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in ones...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:28:00 PST

you wanna kno more ?

..> Name: Amanda Birthdate: Jan 28 87 Birthplace: M-Town Current Location: ohio Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Blonde Height: 5'5 Weight: more ta luv Piercings: a few Tatoos: soon to bee...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 03:23:00 PST

wow guys!

so umm yea its been like 2 months since i have posted a blog sorry my ppl ! dont hate me please :( hehehe soo as some you may have known i have not been myself lately i have been kinda down ... i was ...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:18:00 PST

Do you wanna kno me ? check and see if your on here? then take a look!

myspace ♥ surveyBASiC iNF0name:Amanda nicknames:MaNdA, Baby-from my baby! , stinky-my daddy, Manda puddin- EVERYONE huh hate it... mainly my mom tho, angel old one but get it sometimes , nerd t...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:48:00 PST

missing you all......

so i dont really kno what to talk about but i just think i feel like i wanna type.... so yea...did you ever feel like life just wasnt good enough like you want to do sooo much more .. i think im in th...
Posted by RIP PaNdA 10/03/08 on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:55:00 PST