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About Me

My name is Lauren, I'm 16. I live on my own along with my boyfriend rus and my 2 roomies Pam and steven. I don't go to school and i don't work. I have a 95 honda civic ex and i wouldn't trade it for the world. I'm happy where i am in life and thankful. I'm always looking to have a good time. I love to party, drink, and smoke! My closest frinds are Lacey and Pam but my bestfriend would have to be rus. We have been dating for over 2 years now and i couldn't be happier with anyone else in the world. We see eye to eye on everything and i know i could go to him with anything on my mind. Hes the best thing to ever happen to me and i love him with all my heart. i never want to wake up without him by my side. I know he would do anything for me and never do anything to hurt me. Hes my whole world and i love him. Thats pretty much my life if you wanna nkow more just message me! MySpace Graphics

My Interests

I like sports im a cheerleader and play softball. I like music and talking on the phone. I love doing things on the weekend and i like fun spontanious CRAZY people!!!!

I'd like to meet:

If i could meet anyone i would love to met Bam Margerea...I think he is so freaking HOTT!!!!! and he really funny ..... but man hes really hott!!!!

the love of my life
Rusty James Auten, Rusty is the best thing that has ever happen to me! I love him so much. I know that i want to spend the rest of my life with him and start my family with him. Rusty has always been there for me and i know he always will. It doesn't matter how i look, if i have make-up on or not he still looks at me the same. We have our ups and downs but i know in the end that we are always going to make it throw together. There is nothing i care more about then Rusty. My family has even taken him in. My mom and dad trust me with him because they know he is a good person. Because of rusty i can tell me mom and dad anything. My mom knows how "far" i have been with rusty and my mom and dad also let me go out of the weekends with rusty and let me stay with him. Rusty has helped me gain my moms trust. I never want to lose rusty and i know he never wants to lose me. He keeps my out of trouble and keeps me from doing wrong. I don't know where i would be right now without rusty and i don't really care. I couldn't ask to be with someone better. I love Rusty and nothing is ever going to change that, i know hes the one for me and nothing makes me prouder then getting to tell everyone how i feel for him and how in love we are! I love knowing that rusty is the guy i'm going to spend the rest of my life with. Me and Rusty met by Lacey. His sister and my friend. I remember the first time i seen him i thought he was so cute! I didn't think much of it. The next day at school i had told a few people about him and bagged them not to say anything to lacey about it. I was 14 he was 17 plus he had a gf, i didn't think i had a chance in the world. Later that day lacey called me after school and asked me if i liked her brother or if he was cute. I was so scared i thought someone from school had told her. i said no of course not thinking anything of it. We talked a little more and i heard something and it was rusty! Turns out he had lacey call me and ask me all the tings because he thought i was pretty. I found all that out a few days after begging lacey to tell me why he wanted her to call me! It made me so happy and i didn't know why. That weekend me and rusty and lacey went to the movies! I guess i was so happy because hes the one for me! It was like love at first sight. We have been together since 10/14/04 and i hope we never break up!

Music:

I like all kinds of music it all depends on the mood i'm in i guess!

Movies:

I love funny movies there my favorite kind of movies. I do like going to the movies on the weekend. I want to see scary movies and i do sometimes its just they really do scare me and i don't like it but i watch them anyways lol

Television:

I love tv! my TV is like always on....its always on MTV i don't know why but it is. but i never really sit down and watch it cuz i'm always doing something else while its on lol i'm a busy person

Books:

i hate reading i don't ever do it unles i have to and then i still don't do it most of the time!

Heroes:

My Hero would be my grandfather....He pasted away feb 16 2005. He lived with cancer for a little over one year. He never gave up throw it all. He was strong and He was loved. Theres nothing in this world i wouldn't have done for him, He was everything to me. I looked up to him in every way and i know theres nothing in the world that he wouldn't have done for me. He was not only a grandpaw but he was like a dad. I went to him with all my problems and he knew just how to make things right. I'm not sure what i'm going to do wtih out him. He was a part of my life everyday and now its missing. but i love him and i'm happy that he is in a better place now...I'm going to miss him

My Blog

i'm sick and i'm eatting soup

I'm so sick  and i feel so bad. I think i have a flu and it sucks so much. i can't breath it hurts when i talk my body hurts all over and it just sucks so much. I havn't been to school all wee...
Posted by Lauren on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 10:25:00 PST

Answer me now!!!!

well... 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in...
Posted by Lauren on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 12:07:00 PST

My hair is dying...

My hair is dying right now. Its lived a good brown life, but it just can't stay away from blonde... idk why but it works for me....
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 09:32:00 PST

Rusty

Rusty i really don't understand why you are so mean to me! I'm getting really sick of it! I put my life and soul into our relationship and at this point i don't know why i really don't! I love yo...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 04:56:00 PST

Scared

its scary when you love someone so much that theres nothing in the whole world you wouldn't do for them! I love rusty so much!!!! Hes my world. i don't know where i would be without him. I plan my who...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:47:00 PST

My New Years!!!

My New years was the best ever! Me and rusty, lacey and aaron, pam and steven. We all got drunk off our asses. Aaron had on a man thong and striped for everyone! I walked around without my shirt or br...
Posted by Lauren on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 09:54:00 PST

Nothing ever goes right

Nothing Ever goes right for me! No matter what i do something always goes wrong. My grandpaw is in the hospital. I don't know what i would do if i lost him! I'm so close to him i'm closer to him then ...
Posted by Lauren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST