Lord, as i go forth on this new road help me carry my given load. There are worlds to conquer and dreams to dream there is a future for me, as it would seem. I'll fill my niche, accomplish my task, lord, be with me, that's all i ask. Grant that I be worthy of your precious gift, And use these talents well, not go adrift give me faith to serve without contradictions,To be your follower in all my days' convictions, Let me not quest for greatness but for truth 'til last,And only then I dare begin this journey so vast
I'm so glad God can see my situation and knows all.I've cried and cried wandering what was wrong with me and never could seem to find my true answer. Never could I acheive that peace in my spirit that I have been longing for. But as I sat in my room tonight I believe I obtained clarity. I believe that the reason alot of people feel insecure and feel that they are missing pieces within themselves is because God is dealing with them and trying to show them that they need him. I hope that this blog will help someone else who is going through. Because I've cried my last tear yesterday!!!!
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Name: Antonio
Birthday: Feb, 14
Birthplace: Gastonia
Current Location: Gastonia
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: Whatever is new
Your Weakness: Cant Tell You That
Your Fears: Not making Money
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To have more Haterz
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up: Thanking God
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime: Whenever I talk to my mom, And she tell me she love me LOL
Your Most Missed Memory: Cant tell u that??????
Pepsi or Coke: N/A
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: No
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: HELL YEAH
Have you Been in Love: YES
Do you want to go to College: YES
Do you want to get Married: Dont No
Do you belive in yourself: YES
Do you get Motion Sickness: N/A
Do you think you are Attractive: N/A
Are you a Health Freak: Yes
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: NO
Do you play an Instrument: NO
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NO
In the past month have you Smoked: NO
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: AS much as I can
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: NO
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Meaning What LOL?? But I all ways get what i won't
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: NO
Ever been Beaten up: LOOOOOL Sure.. By My Brother
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: And my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Whatever God have me to be
What country would you most like to Visit: New York
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Something diff, But I really dont care
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Dont Care, as long as they look good LOL
Height: N/A
Weight: Not Fat
Best Clothing Style: Have to be fly like me, or batter
Number of Drugs I have taken: WOW!!!
Number of CDs I own: N/A
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: N/A
Number of things in my Past I Regret: So many
[Care about looks] Yes Looks is good, But it not all about that as long as they give you wont u need and life. That is all what matters
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] Dont wont to say.. It make me look bad
[First kiss] When I was 15 and the moves
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] Yes, But never love somone who dont love you back
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MyHotCommentsI've been thinking about love every since a certain someone asked me could I ever fall in love with them. I honestly don't know, I guess I miss being in love but I don't miss the hurt and all that drama that comes along with it: the wondering if he's cheating on me? why is he acting this way today? does he really love me?. I guess I'm holding the hurt and resentment of my last relationship.I need to let it go but It's hard cuz that shit cuts like a knife. I've learned I can't front on love, believe it or not I've learned a lot. I guess disappointment is common for anybody that puts a lot of time into something for it just to fail. I ain't gon sit here and front I'm over his sorry ass but not over the hurt. It might not make any sense but that's how I feel.I honestly can say, before I was with him I never second guessed myself and without him I don't. I definitely am holding off on a serious relationship because of the self doubt that comes with it and what gets me is I'm not an insecure person. I think the pressure of a serious relationship puts doubt in my heart.My mother always told me that "only the strongest survives". So therefore I want let my past get the best of me. Im not scared to love again, Im just keepin it moving right now. Cause I KNOW THAT IM GONNA COME OUT ON TOP neway.
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