About Me
If you have no morals, respect or a slight amount of intelligence you will get no where with me, and if you need drugs, alcohol, or cigarettes to have fun, then you are pathetic and truthfully need to re-evaluate your reason for living. I try and understand people, but sometimes, when you think you know someone, they do something totally outrageous, and it makes you question if you really know them at all. For the first time in my life, I can admit that I am happy. I've changed a lot lately, and have became more aware of things and people. I curse too much, but I'm really trying to stop that. I'm obsessed with Hello Kitty and I don't care if you think that's childish or whatever. I don't care about peoples opinions of me anymore. If you don't like me, don't talk to me. It's really that simple. Don't feel as if you need to talk to me if you really think I'm a weirdo or something. I will admit I don't like things that normal people like. It's not weird; it's different. And I think people arent use to different because everyone is all the same. So when they hear the word different, they automatically bug out. I don't get it. I don't think I ever will. But that's okay. Chances are I've made fun of you and talked about you badly, but, chances are I've complimented you and talked good about you too. I'd be lying if I said I never talk about anyone and that I love everyone and all that bull. I do talk about people. To me, it's a way of life. People that say they don't gossip about anyone is lying. But that doesnt mean I make talking about people my life. It's just something people do, get use to it. And I have no problem with people talking about me. Just don't start problems with me. I don't start problems with anyone. I mind my own business. And you should try and do that yourself. I hate school. The only reason I go is for band, and to see my boyfriend and my friends. If I didnt have band or my boyfriend or friends, I would drop out. I talk to everyone, even if I don't hang out with them outside of school, because, I'm an outgoing, talkative person. And will always go out of my way to talk to anyone. That's just who I am. I'm really into music. Anything that has to do with music, amazes me. And sometimes I try to imagine the world without music. It would be a million times more depressing than it already is. And I really love piercings and tattoos. As soon as I turn 18, I'm getting every single tattoo I want. I also love movies. Any movie with Johnny Depp to me is completely amazing. He never seizes to amaze me. The same with Jack Black. He's hilarious, and keeps me entertained. But it's not that hard to entertain me. I'm easily entertained. I'm rarely ever bored. I might say I am, but then ten seconds later, I find something to do. If your reading this, and you don't know me at all, you won't know that I simply adore Frank Iero from My Chemical Romance. He's the reason I havent given up on guitar yet. I think I've grown up way ahead of my time. But that's okay. I don't really have a style. I wear whatever I like, but there are certain things I like. I'll soon be working at Hottopic, and I'm excited because soon i'll be having money on me all the time. I'm the most impatient person you will ever come across, yet I won't let that get in the way of my life. I have a lot of imperfections, they somewhat tarnish my look to other people but it's no one but myself who knows the actual truth. I'm affectionate and passionate about things I truely care about, I see deeper into things than most people think, mostly becuase I'm extremly cautious of who I am surrounded by and think way too much about the smaller details.
This is my boyfriend, Cody. My amazing boyfriend. I am 110% in love with this boy. He is the only boy that i've ever felt completely comfortable around. The only boy I could talk to about anything with, and when I say anything, I mean anything you could possibly imagine. The boy who is not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. The boy that helps me with my problems, and cheers me up when i'm down. The boy that consumes my every thought. The boy that every little thing reminds me of him, or us. The boy that lights up my world with his amazing smile, and adorable laugh. The boy that blue eyes I could stare into forever. The boy that loves me for me. The boy who I have tickle fights with. The boy that I can't possibly go a day without seeing. The boy that as soon as we leave each other, our hearts ache. The boy that leaves me speechless. The boy that always reminds me how much he loves me, and continues to make me feel worth something. The boy that has my heart forever. The boy that every love song reminds me of him. The boy that does something to me that makes me want to be a better person. The boy that gives me hope that i'll never be unhappy again. The boy that is the only thing I live for. The boy that is my only reason to getting up every morning. The boy that will always be there, even if everyone else abandons me. The boy that no one could ever take away from me, I won't let that ever happen. The boy that i'll never ever even think of letting go. The boy that I love more than anything in this whole world, and don't know what I would do without him. Cody Welch, I love you.