I'm pretty much open to alot of things.. I enjoy Reading, Drinking, Spending time with my friends. Making the world a better place.. well not really.. but my hobbies sound pretty lame
I've had the same thing on here for almost 2 years.. Its time to update alittle. I want you to know alittle bit about me.. I'm an optimist.. Everything is brighter and better the next minute, hour, day, year from now.. Ultimately we are all going to die. Its a sad true reality.. So why not live each day like its your last... I've learned alot about myself... I know more about me then I did when I 18.. I know that my life could be so much worse... Even when I'm broke, angry, lonely and sad my life is still good. I have all my limbs, no terminal illness, a family who loves me, and friends who are always here for me.. I really couldn't ask for anthing more.. I use to have very low self esteem... That all went away... I realize that 10 years from now I am going to look back on pictures and realize how beautiful I am.. So why wait 10 years to realize that...
I wish I had more time... Another 80 or 90 years to do everything.. But alas... I don't.. And neither do you.. So make love in the afternoon, sing at the top of your lungs whenever you can, dance around in your underwear, drink like a fish, eat like a glutton, be as bad as you want... Cause no matter what religion you are... Each one says that your god will forgive you if you repent... So fuck it... On your death bed you can worry about where your going after you die...
Time and time again I just get trampled on.. Friends and lovers alike... And I take the beatings with stride... I hold my head up and heart together... The worse thing you can do to someone is ignore them... The worse thing you can do to yourself is ignore your problems.. There's where the only struggle in life occurs... So ignore or be ignored... Thats my only question.. And my only answer is ignore the small things... Tackle the major things... If I have to ignore someone I hate... Then so be it.. But I can never ignore the ones I love... If I have to ignore water bill be.. Thats fine.. But I will never ignore the hungry pains... Some things can wait, something can't... Its up to each and every person to decide whats really truly important...
I said I was going to tell you alittle bit about myself so after all that rambling here we go... I'm going to give you some words... After reading them close your eyes and thats me.. Stubborn, sadistic, shallow, narcissistic, paranoid, trouble, crazy, ill-tempered, greedy, and selfish. Now close your eyes who am I... I'm the little bit of yourself that you're afraid of.. To men I'm there ex girlfriend, to woman I'm your mortal enemy... Why is that.. Well it doesn't have to do with any of those words.. Its has to do with the picture you saw of me... You already decided what I was just by looking at me... I could of told you what I really am... But whats the point.. Those of you who know me... Never would judge.. And probably look at those words and think I am out of my mind for saying I was any of those things... And those of you who don't... could care less what I write about myself... So.. if you already decided that I'm the type of girl who's just another piece of ass or the one who you would hang out with until I got more attention then you.. Then be honest about it... If you think you can read me.. Then trust me.. I read you before you even messaged me...
If this is how you feel when you wake up you should rethink your life.. I regretfully tell you this is how i fee EVERYDAY
"Because right now, this is a job. If I advance any higher, this would be my career. And if this were my career, I'd have to throw myself in front of a train." (Jim Halpert- The Office)
I like lots of bands and artists
Blink 182
Bloodhound gang
The Ramones
Sex Pistols
Cky
janis jopllin
Grateful dead
the beatles
motley crue
GNR
SLAYER
Otep
The 4-skins
Velvet Underground
The Slits
The Offspring
Beastie Boys
Sublime
Amorphus
Spinal Tap
Rancid
The Misfits
The decendents
Blondie
1428
and many many many more... If you would like to talk music just message me.. i'm open to all kinds of bands.. unless you are gangster rap.. no offense at all but I can't really dig that.
I'm only gonna list a few favorites.. those of you who have veiwed my page before new all my favorite movies...
So here we go
St Elmo's Fire
Old School
Alice in Wonderland
SLC Punk
Sin City
Brazil
Dazed and confused
Evil Dead
Army Of Darkness
Suburbia
The Fall of western Civilzation
Donnie Darko
Dead and Breakfast
Indiana Jones (the whole series)
The Notebook
Titanic
RAD
Don't tell mom the babysitters dead
Breakfast Club
High Fidelity
Say Anything
Grosse Point Blank
Cujo
Calamity Jane
The Story of Us
Dogma
Clerks 1 and 2
Mallrats
Chasing Amy
Jay and Silent bob strike back
Top Gun
Windtalkers
Se7en
12 Monkeys
Armaggedon
Die Hard (the whole series)
Tango and Cash
The Doors
Batman
Breakfast at Tiffanys
The Haunted
Rambo
Weatherman
Benny and Joon
A Clockwork Orange
So I married and axe murderer
Rock and Roll High School
Dream a little Dream
The Lost Boys
Thats really all I'm going to name for now.. But just like the music section chances are if you have saw a movie I either own it or have viewed it a million times.. So feel free to message me.
I don't really watch too much tv.. Just a few shows.
Adult Swim
Survivorman
Top Chef
Unsolved Mysteries
That 70's Show
The Real Housewives of Orange County
Robot Chicken
South Park
Anything on the history station
Anything on the Discovery Channel
I have a few...
Napalm and Silly Putty (george Carlin)
When will jesus bring the porkchops (george carlin)
Desperation (Stephen King)
Born Evil (Adrian Havill)
Lies and the laying liars who tell them (al frankin)
Marilyn Monroe unseen (Marie Clayton)
A Clockwork Orange (anthony Burgess)
My heros are the people who make the worst interesting.
My father is one of my biggest heros.. Without him I wouldn't have developed an independence like I have.
My brother Kevin(who had passed away a long time ago) because he was a rebel with a cause. He wanted to be respected and not only was he, but also was well liked by everyone he met.
My friends. They truly are some of the biggest heros I know. Rachel, Aleshia, Lita, Bill, and Jen.. These are the people who put up with me EVERYDAY.. in my book that makes them saints.
Adam. He served this country with honor. I am so proud of everything he has done and accomplished so far in his life.
This sign above refers to Tom.
What a happy pup.
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