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♥Aamazing Aarika♥

i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i'm out of control, and at times i'm

About Me

Because you're beautiful and you don't know it. Because you're smart and you don't believe it. You're the kind of girl that guys don't get over. And you're the kind of girl, that other girls get compared to.
GOD is number one in my life and the drive that keeps me going....Things happen....people don't always like me....I use to doubt me and what I was worth....I love being around GOOD people...I don't owe anyone anything....I deserve the world because that is what I am worth...I don't bs despite what ONE person or maybe TWO think...I have been hurt...and I have loved with everything I have...I have been used and I have used others...I am not a saint nor am I the enemy...I am driven...determined...funny...outgoing...easy to talk to...I will be a great friend...person...associate whatever you want to call it untill I am screwed over and then once its done its over...I will forgive you but nothing will ever be the same...I am tired of people not taking the time to get to know me but yet are quick to judge me come on now people I was done with HS in 01 and did we forget this is just MY SPACE....people take life way to serious...I love my life and I love all the people I have in it...I don't expect a man to make me his world...I expect a man to treat me like he wants me in his...I am not greedy...or deceptive yet I am not going to just tell you how I feel if I don't have trust or if you have previously broken it...I come off as strong and happy...trust me most of the time I am...I go thru ups and downs...just like anyone else it makes me laugh when people don't get the RAY OF SUNSHINE they think I am going to be 365 days...don't expect the world of me set your expectations as you would want someone to set them for you...I am me...

My Blog

Happy Life is Great

Well i havent been writing much or just you know venting in a while and I think its because I am finally at a point where I have accepted where I am and possibly where I am going. I love my life and e...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:14:00 PST

Do it...

Leave me your name in " add comment" and...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor that reminds me of you.4. I'll say s...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:17:00 PST

Coming Correct

So here we go coming into the new year with new expectations, goals, dreams, and above all the unknown. This is my year despite what I have written about in the past and what I have be going thru late...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:42:00 PST

"Grown Folks"

Just Wondering&.    What is the point to not be happy with your self? What is the point to name call just to make you feel better? How is bringing someone down making you focus on your life ...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 05:18:00 PST

Happy

     So...life has been going so awesome and amazing for me lately....I am so happy for the REAL people in my life. Work is going very well I am loving what I am doing right now an...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 05:12:00 PST

Chapter closing....Only to find a new one begining.....

So as many of my "FRIENDS" know a birthday has come and gone....I can honestly say that as time porgesses I am only getting more and more strong....i have been called my share of names and you know wh...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 09:04:00 PST

Now and Then...Then and Now....

Well so much is going on in my life and I am grateful for every moment both good and bad because i love nothing more than a challenge and to really realize how much I have and how much i have taken fo...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:13:00 PST

Love gone wrong...

So here I am sitting here again with nothing more or less than a broken heart. Not once but twice in one day how can that happen? well it came with the news that my ex is getting married. it hurt but ...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 12:14:00 PST

When it rains it pours

can you change the feelings that i feel....can you tell me what is really meant to be ? do i sit and cry and listen to all the lies...everytime i seem to build my self up....some way some how you mana...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:02:00 PST

My boy B

Wow... talk about emotionally and mentally aware! I talked to my old high school sweet heart Brian....or my sweetie b! We talked for a total of about 2 hours in all....you know for the longest I thoug...
Posted by ♥Aamazing Aarika♥ on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:53:00 PST