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im bipolar, i have ADD, im borderline schitzophrenic, i suffer from depression and anxiety disorders and i have minor sympotms of OCD. but im freakin awsome!! i can love you with all my heart of bash you in the head with a shovel, its up to you. im crazy, and i freakin love it. im very shy, but once i get a few drinks around the right friends, im unstopable. i love to laugh, i love to drink, and party til i pass out! living my life to the fullest. or trying to anyway. the days are wild but the nights are still lonely and cold.im 20, i will be graduating college in may of 2010. i cant wait til i get done with school. hopefuly find a job and then see where life takes me. im anxious to see what the future holds. i dont want to be alone forever though. i realy dont. i wish that i could turn bak time and right my wrongs. but its time for me to move on and stop living in the past. im trying so hard to be happy, but it gets to tough sometimes. well thats about it. if theres anything else you would like to know message me. im not a very interesting person, but if u give me the chance im prety sure you'd like me lol, everyone liks me!! im freakin awsome lol ;)
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kat von d, alexander skarsgard, slipknot,katy perry, alexa chung, scott ian, ted nugent, alice cooper, bullet for my valentine, korn, marilyn manson, ozzy, johnny depp, and Mr. Rght lol
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*MySpAcE SuRvEy*
Created by stevo23 and taken 279849 times on Bzoink
--THE BASICS--
[name]: sam
[birthdate]: 8-19-89
[sex]: female
[relationship status]: SINGLE
[shoe size]: 10
[parents still together]: nope
[siblings]: 3
[pets]: 2 dogs and a goldfish
--FAVORITES--
[color]: green
[number]: 13
[time of year]: spring
[type of weather]: sunny
[food/drink]: chocolate/dr.pepper
--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: no
[have any tattoos]: yup
[cheat on tests]: mabe
[like scary movies]: yup
[like cleaning]: nope
[know how to drive a standard]: sorta
[own a cell phone]: yup
[collect anything]: booze bottles
--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: yup
[considered a life of crime]: mabe
[considered being a hooker]: nope
[been in love]: yup
[made out with just a friend]: yup
[hurt someone you love]: yea
[kicked someone in the nuts]: yea
--CURRENT--
[clothing]: jogging pants t shirt
[hair]: blondish
[song you are in love with]: hit that bitch with a bottle lol
[cd in your stereo]: kid rock
[mood]: stoned tired
[thing you ought to be doing]: sleeping
--LOVE--
[first crush]: zeb
[first kiss]: bj
[first love]: zeb
[do you believe in love at first sight]: yea
[do you believe in "the one"]: yea
[are you a tease]: nope
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: yes
--ARE YOU--
[honest]: ys
[sarcastic]: yes
[a daydreamer]: yes
[up tight or laid back]: laid back
[messy or organized]: messy
[shy our outgoing]: shy
--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: biting my nails, smoking
[are you double jointed]: nope
[can you roll your tongue]: yea
[do you make your bed daily]: nope
[which shoe goes on first]: right
--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something]: yea
[been sick]: nope
[sang]: nope
[missed someone]: yup
[gotten drunk]: yup
[gotten a haircut]: nope
[watched cartoons]: yup
[been kissed]: nope
[lied]: yup
--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: becky and joesph
[spent the night with you]: bridget
[saw you cry]: my sister
[made you cry]: someone
[you said "i love you" to]: my mom
[told you they loved you]: mom
--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: being realy realy high
[the worst feeling in the world]: losing the one you love
[your greatest fear]: being alone
[the thing you want most in life]: someone to love me
You've been totally Bzoink*d !
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My Blog

your love it was.......

an hour glass, what i thought i found, was too good to last....creed: Just Fine....fuckin BEST song EVER!!!!!
Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 22:12:00 GMT

in the end...

i deleted most of my blogs about him, except for the poems, im a fan of poerty! n e who. im starting fresh! i have been doin a lot of thinkin about wahts keeping me single. although i dont like the id...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Oct 2009 08:50:00 GMT

just because

if feels like i have ran out of things to bitch about in blogs. i told the one i love EVERYTHING, there is nothing more hiding from him anymore. i dont know if i made a huge mistake or the best decisi...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 01:24:00 GMT

ITS A BOY

its a boy!! hes finally hereAiden Lewis Peterson8lbs 8oz 20 in longfeb 9 20096:15 ish pm lol 
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 03:15:00 GMT

have u ever?

have you ever loved someone so much that it pyhsically hurt? god i was in love, every minute of every day i thought of hm, every second i wasnt with him was that much harder to live. but the cold trut...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:09:00 GMT

life is funnny

hello, for those of you who are my friends and care what i write. i love you guys and thanks for givin me the time of day. for those of you who dont care. fuck you i nver liked you any way.lol. n e wa...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 22:30:00 GMT