About me:
this is my girlfriend- hahahaaha
my real name is KERRIE. not ally lol.
yeah i wrote this, pleaaaase stop asking
i'm trying to be someone else, 'Save one for the ending and push one over the ledge then step back'- someone who won't just forget shit like that. someone who offers more intention & less doubt. If there is nothing to fear then fear itself would you yield? i still love laying in fields and staring up at the sky, just to get real. it makes the world seem so clear, like all the words that people say- the timing seems like lightning, proud but not sure why. this is not a dream, or a game. like love, it's so real. it isnt just in novels or the movies. it is fact & it is standing there right in front of you. So if you'd only open your eyes, there'd be hope. There'd be joy. And there'd be acceptance. So let it keep you warm, make you smile. You'll be laughing so loud that the house will shake with sound; Everything will be new as the day it began. It isn't just in long distance commercials. Or something that you thought you felt back in high school. You cant open it up or hold it right in your hands, but you can be glad that it's there. & then be glad that you're there. You can feel all the knots in your stomach start to untie. Suddenly it isn't so hard to say you're alright. This isn't just in poetry and stories. It is truth, & it will follow you everywhere you go. So if you'd just cast off your doubt, then your lips would answer for you.
someone once asked me how i knew if i reallyy loved someone. i thought of someone and replied with;
'I think you know immediately. As soon as your eyes meet. Then everything that happens from then on just proves that you have been right in that first moment. When you suddenly realize that you were incomplete before and now you are whole.' and i still think that to this day.But lets face it, as we grow up, we'll learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. we'll probably have our hearts broken more than once, and it'll be harder every time. we'll break hearts too, so we gotta remember how it felt when ours were broken. we'll blame a new love for things that an old one did? we'll cry because it'll feel like time is passing too fast, and we'll eventually lose someone that we love. so come on guys, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and just love like you've never been hurt. cuss every moment you spend unhappy, is another moment of happiness you can never ever get back.
"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."- wow.
" Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation. "- wower
that pretty much sums me up at the minute. i care about someone loads right now & everything is really perfect. :)
" you can get what you want or you can just get old "- i think that's amazing.
i miss too many people. i need them back.
Kaytee♥
this is the girl i miss the most, so much, too much infact. she's absolutely amazing, & i'd still class her as one of my best friends i've ever had, we used to have tooo many laughs together, i'm going to start seeing her more :) sorry i went away in the first place! i love youuu lady :)
