After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents are not promises. You begin to accept your defeats, with your head up high and your eyes open. With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So if you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers, you learn that you can really endure , that you really are strong, and you really do have worth. You learn and learn, with every goodbye, you learn.
A little FYI: I've learned thru the years: We are all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you've been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect that there's no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. It isn't until you finally run up against your deepest demons - your unsolvable problems - that ones that make you who you truly are - that you're ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you are looking for. You are looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person - someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem I want to have." You will find that special person who is wrong for you in just the right way. - Andrew Boyd.
I am a go-getter, hard working, independent, mommy of a precious angel. I am currently going to school. Love to read, very good listener, love honesty above all. Can't deal with people that are fake, don't have time for it, so I DON'T entertain it. I live life to it's fullest, don't believe in mistakes if knowledge comes out of it. Faithful, I don't like fuck-ups, so I don't fuck-up. I'm not liberal, hate the whole we're the same crap. ( Believe that part of the fact the world is this fucked up is that bitches swear they're dudes, lol! ) I have enough self-confidence to stand behind my man. Don't misunderstand, when shit gets critical I step up to the plate!