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~*Big Sister*~#4

~*My greatest fear would be to wake up and forget what it feels like to really dance*~

About Me

I'm charlotte...i'm not perfect in anyway....i'm not the most beautiful person you will ever me...and i'm not the smartest...i'm not the mosst innocent but i'm not the worst.....i mess up and i learn as i go...it takees a lot to get me mad i can deal with most stuff...i love my friends with all my being....but i love my Lord more....my little brother llights up my life....and i live a very busy life...idk wat else to say....i love california i'm a cal gal and will always be one I LOVE THE BEACH....MALIBU is my favorite pointe dume...heck yess.....i'm a lifeguard so thats kinda cool i guess...and when i grow up i'm gonna be a bible hugger (DCE)....so yeah thats about me if you want to know more just like message me or sometihgn....luv you guys! i'm out! ♥ charsometimes when i smile i'm really dying inside.... sometimes when i cry i'm really just mad.... somtimes when i'm mad i get over it fast..... somtimes when i drive i drive faster than you.... somtimes when i see you it makes me want to cry...... Dreaming of dancing like i used to......

My Interests

PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

i'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely,and then just get shut out. think about it, it's not a completely irrational fear.you give your heart awaythen you just get it back but that one little piece is always gonna be missing.everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him,and eventually, what's left?think about it...... ..THISCRUSH.COM CRUSHTAG
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for cowboys/cowgirls only!
ford or chevy? Chevy
diesel or gas? diesel
bulls or broncs? bulls
wrangler or cinch? wrangler
lace up or pull on boots? lace ups for real riding, pull up for looks
Justin or H&H? Justin
tail gating or line dancing? Tail gating
george strait or chis ledoux? George all the way
mossy oak or real tree camo? realtreecamo
bud or coors? bud
cope or skoal? skoal...the mint kind
do it for the buckle or the girls/guys? guys
men belong in the... kitchen...lol jk
women belong in the... corral
beef or pork? pork
hunting or fishing? fishing
drugs or jesus? jesus
stetson or resistol? stetson
bed of your truck or a motel? truck
texas or colorado? TX all the way
ropin or wrestling? wrestling
tatoos or scars? scars
weekend at the rodeo or weekend with the love of your life? either

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Movies:

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Television:

Why does a man take it for granted that a girl who flirts with him wants him to kiss her--when, nine times out of ten, she only wants him to want to kiss her? ~ Helen Rowland

Books:

ALL MY SIBS....yeah i've got a lot

Heroes:

Jesus Christ...

My Blog

changes

Change....this seems to be the word for me this year....i've changed...it took me awhile to see it but now i know....i've changed in good ways and bad ways and i've had help from lots of peopleKyrie- ...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:13:00 PST

she looks at him and smiles

she looks at him and smiles as tears run down her faceshe looks at him and smiles but her heart just can't eraseshe looks at him and smiles although its just a fakeshe looks at him and smiles he lost ...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:47:00 PST

als;djhf

my heart feels like its been sliced in two after all tha pain and the hate i've been going through...you say one thing and act anotheryou hypocrites why not love each otheri know i do the same exact t...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:19:00 PST

life.....

doesnt it suck how life can go from being happier than ever to the point where you just want to get away from it all...the extremes can make you sick...its hard to see bad things happen...its hard to ...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:53:00 PST

fickle

fickle.....1. fickle Where you want someone so bad nad "chase" them and once they like you back you dont like them anymoreSarah: IM as fickle as a pickleSarah: i want joeJoe: i dotn want u*chase*Joe:...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 02:47:00 PST

it lives on in my soul

If today were the day i had to stop thinking in dance...my mind would go blank....music would be worthless....i see no point in music if there is no one to move with it....songs would just be notes pu...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:46:00 PST

really kinda sad/frustrated

i want someone who wants to show me off.....i'm not totally hideous.....well i dont think i am....it seems like i aways get caught up with boys that i shouldnt be caught up with....and the problem is ...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:28:00 PST

I'm thankful for....

What i'm thank ful for1)God- all the love i'm given even though really i suck at life compaired to him....2)Sherry-you've been there to tlk to when ever i'm upset and sad i can always depend on you wh...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 03:47:00 PST

yep

so i have realized now that there is only one thing that never changes and its not family, friends or realationships, its God and his love for me......everything else is just a small detail
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 09:58:00 PST

random

so school's about to start offically in a few days and yeah i'm usually freaking out right about now....but i'm suprisingly not interested at the moment....idk y...i'm realy really really upset that i...
Posted by ~*Big Sister*~#4 on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:09:00 PST