<m.J>

u should know the name by now. if you don't...your dumb & get off my page. =] i am 18. i am a student. i'm committed to anything i put my heart to. everyone will probably describe me in so many different ways. some say i'm quiet and reserved, while others may say i'm a crazy bitch. many say i'm weird as hell. i think i'm just different. some say i'm an idiot. while others say im pretty fuckin smart. it's all packed into ONE me. i can listen and give you good advice, yet still be stuck when the same problem comes my way. i'm a very visually creative person. sometimes with words, but that's rare.
i'm constantly thinking bout insignificant things, but at the moment they block everything else out of my mind. so it is possible that the thought of whether a bear or a lion would win in fight could make me forget about the arguement i had with my parents earlier. i still can't decide if that's a good or bad thing. i guess that has something to do with me being a libra. and watching too much national geographic. or being easily distracted?
yes i absolutely love having friends. who doesn't? they already know they mean the world to me. we have the best freakin moments. from reciting a whole disney movie on the spot to dancing on bars. making up tribal curses to comparing bra sizes. getting stupid in a cooper or doing laundry for 5 hours. then on the serious note, planning dates, needing to get picked up for being too intoxicated, crying to each other in the middle of the night and now actually naming babies. i love u retards.=]
my life feels like it's barely getting started. so in a sense i am trying to live it up. do what i will not be able to do later. yet also know what i am doing with every decision i make. i'm making a few changes starting NOW.
funny how i just started to realize the reality that it truly is hard to find somebody that will treat you right. someone who can understand every bit and aspect of me. and still love it. someone to make everything more than JUST okay. but they say the wait is always worth while. and considering what i've been through.... baby, ♥YOU♥ are gonna rock my world once i meet you. => ...and you're gonna love me!