About Me

Text cannot convey who I really am, but I'll give you an idea.I play Guitar and absolutely love the fuck out of music, I focus a lot of mental energy on things such as, music production, I enjoy so many genre's I couldn't possibly name them all. I just love the music so much (Maybe to much). I enjoy singing, trying to get serious about it, a lot of people tell me I sing like system of a down heheh. I'm extremely enthusiastic, and extroverted but at the same time I'm pessimistic and introverted, these sides fight for control quite a bit, so I apologize I seem to psychotic.Although, I do consider myself psychotic, I'm not dangerous to be around, (Unless you're on my bad side, or mess with my family or friends)I'm far to anxious, but we all have our flaws I suppose.I have an overly empathetic conscience and A.D.D, but I love me.I'm very agreeable and can get along with plenty of people.I still love computers, but lately music has occupied my mind, as well as writing and philosophy, but we all go through our moods, phases, and just maybe a conundrum or two.I have no hope for humanity, I'm living to live, and have nothing better to do then anxiously await life to slowly run over my foot, but with a smile of course, but don't get me wrong, I appreciate the small things in life very much.I'm quite resourceful...I absolutely love friends and family.By the way..... ....

I smoke to much

I'm quite eccentric..

Heh heh... Chris wearing my numerous hats. Jesse's stomach trying to kick the habit.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I do wish I could know who my real father is for information regarding my race, ethnicity, and I'm just plain curious see my face in his eyes. I want to see where I get my facial features, but I don't want to start a relationship with someone that didn't want anything to do with me once I was created.But I do know one thing, his name is Dale.I'm going beyond the scope of this, I'll shush now =).

My Blog

An Update Perhaps?

Well, It's been quite a while since I've visited this damn thing, I haven't needed as a source of venting for the longest time.Well, I've been living my life in an interesting fashion, experimenting a...
Posted by on Wed, 26 May 2010 02:02:00 GMT

And the days pass...

As the days pass I do realize, happiness is incredibly difficult to maintain, at times where I wish to be carefree there is an underlining anxiety... Not all the time, just at inappropriate times.Perh...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:08:00 GMT

I feel fuckin great

I have my suit jacket on, I had a fucking AWESOME day at work (I know, weird huh?)I have great friends, a wonderful family, I love my guitar and my computer skills, music is heavenly, the memories of ...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:10:00 GMT

The next stage.

So I just woke up and I'm smoking a cigarette and I think to myself, I've made some mistakes, but I have to forgive myself, and others for how we act, and what we say.For how our lives carry out in th...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 07:54:00 GMT

My mind is playing tricks on me....

My overly anxious mind finds hope in nothing, a whirlwind of thoughts that eventually lead to hell within myself.I know I'll be ok, but I'm tired of not being ok temporarily, I'm fine for awhile, bu...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:17:00 GMT

A lapse of sanity perhaps....

_____________________________Catostrophic cuts of the soul_____________________________Humans are so flawed, we do things a certain way expecting to get good results, but we end up questioning why we...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 05:22:00 GMT

Time will tell..

We are slaves to the reminders of or sorrows, one might think he has the power to push away the thoughts that infect the synapses of your subconcious, but no, perhaps time must be the proprietor in th...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 21:38:00 GMT

Nothing can stop me now

Being proactive, it's hard to do but if I can do it (which I will) nothing can stop me, it will show i'm the better man.. hahaBut in all seriousness, my happiness is based on how happy I want to be, ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 01:53:00 GMT

Be confident

You have to feel confident with yourself so you don't go crazy, I've realized this now.I've accepted and I understand why our breakup happened, and understanding and acceptance is the key to keeping ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 03:28:00 GMT

Check out a song I made

www.myspace.com/themoldybreadI finally decided to release my song, I did the instruments, the singing, and the sequencing.Tell me what you think in blog comments or comments.=)
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 20:45:00 GMT

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