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About Me

i'm not that different from you. i make a mean vegan cherry/chocolate/almond cupcake and bang on the drums without hesitation. i read a lot of things and have a bad habit of losing my glasses. i'm reckless and occasionally ride my bike with my eyes closed. there's a song in my head that i can never identify. i think it's some dead kennedy's song. some words make me mad. like classic. ew. ew. i'm a diyer. and that's me. kinda summed up. kinda.

What words are most wise
from a bloodthirsty youth?
pgmg domino

My Interests

obscurity. decadence. deviance.

and family.

I'd like to meet:

anyone like max.

Music:

eyes wide open.
[20 folks, 20 seconds
pretty girls make graves,
the brazilian girls,
m.i.a.,
radiohead,
death from above 1979,
massive attack,
fugazi,
nick cave,
tom waits bloc party,
broken social scene,
joy division,
a tribe called quest,
blonde redhead,
the arcade fire,
government issue,
dj shadow,
jeff buckley,
andrew bird,
of montreal]

Movies:

wes anderson. coen brothers. wong kar wai. jim jarmusch.

Television:

homemade kind. like ice cream for the eyes.

Books:

she stuck a bookmark in my heart and walked away
saulwilliams

[reading playlist:
h. murakami : norwegian wood
s. williams: she
j. krakauer: under the banner of heaven
]

Heroes:

brandin and luca. for their secrets and for keeping mine.

My Blog

you know that i know.

i miss you too.i miss you too.i miss you too.you know where to find me.so, find me already.
Posted by [cricket] on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:03:00 PST

public vomit.

how easy it is to become inebriated with memories.how positively addicting.misleading.and romantic.ugh. if certain things keep on replaying over and over in my head, i am screwed....
Posted by [cricket] on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 06:36:00 PST

a very big deal

i've watched my days crumble into days. days that turn into weeks and then into months. i've been listless and heartbroken. i've been hopeful and enervated. but there is so much more...
Posted by [cricket] on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:47:00 PST

it's like this.

i'm so tired of being disappointed.
Posted by [cricket] on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 04:07:00 PST

nearing the end...

Racism isn't born, folks, it's taught. I have a two-year-old son. You know what he hates? Naps! End of list. ::Dennis Leary...
Posted by [cricket] on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:31:00 PST

another death in our family

heavy hearts.with memory.and anger.for brandin.and luca.and seamus.it didn't have to be this way.
Posted by [cricket] on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:56:00 PST

things i've never said, things i've never done.

it's belated.to those people who helped me when luca passed away....especially those who also helped me when brandin died last year..thank you.i still can't talk about it in person. i don't real...
Posted by [cricket] on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:27:00 PST

speeding

il est rien.
Posted by [cricket] on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 05:45:00 PST

one year, three days later

luca died last night.in the arms of IVs. and hospital sterility. and of ilya.sometimes people won't wake up.sometimes people can't.heartbroken a million times over....
Posted by [cricket] on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:50:00 PST

he told me to wait for him on the beach.

it has been exactly one year since bedouin died.i wonder what kind of ghosts will haunt me today...answer: every single one... : /
Posted by [cricket] on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:41:00 PST