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About Me

Live It, Live OnQuite frankly, I'm quite possibly the most confusing person. Sometimes I'm way WAY up there, skipping clouds and counting stars... Other times, you'll find me quite nicely tucked in the warmth of my bed.Most people think I'm not all there... That's not the case at all... The fact of the matter is, I just couldn't be bothered dealing with most human beings. They're boring, pretentious and full of shit... I could think of many other things I'd rather do with my time than pretend I care.Don't do drugs, drugs are bad. I blame them for my lack of motivation to do anything I ever dreamt of doing.I love reading... Losing myself in a good book always works a charm. I love having deep & meaningfuls, but it seems most of my friends are void of this capability. However, "your mum" jokes are highly amusing on some occasions.Wow, how formal do I sound. To put it to you in short form. I love the world, and I love life. It's the most beauitful, extraordinary thing you could ever experience. I just hate the people who can't appreciate it for what it's really worth.... They irritate me. YOU irritate me....Goddamn people.

My Interests

Bartending, Events Managment, Fashion Design, Reading, Poetry, Writing, Music, Travelling.... The human mind can be of some interest.

I'd like to meet:

Marilyn Manson. After reading his biography there are just so many questions I want to ask him. He seems to have the most beautiful outlook on life. Yes, some of his morals and ideas are warped, but my dear... With an up bringing such as his... You don't have to wonder why.

Music:

Pink Floyd, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Thursday, The Velvet Underground, The Doors, Dashboard Confessional (BEFORE they went emo albums), Tool, A Perfect Circle, AFI... The list could go on forever, but I wont bore you.

Movies:

Waking Life. Elephant. The Acid House. Bring It On... GUILTY PLEASURES BABY! Sonny. Billy Madison. Fast & the Furious: Toyko Drift...

Television:

I hate T.V.... But Thank God You're Here is funny as all hell.

Books:

When She Comes Undone - Wally LambIcy Sparks - ??Halfway House - Katherine Noel... I'm reading this at the moment... It's about a girl who goes absolutely fucking nuts... I'm finding that I can really relate to it. FUN!

Heroes:

I refuse to idolize anyone but myself... Mind you, I'm still having trouble with that one.

My Blog

Be good.

You tell your self, over and over again... Be good. But now, you want to break free of this hold life has on you. But you've made yourself a comfy little life. Iscolated from all that's harmful. So yo...
Posted by Alyssa on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:08:00 PST

Lost Along The Way

It seems to me I've lost myself somewhere along the way. All the things I use to be, that I loved... Have vanished. It's dissapointing to say the very least, but non the less... I suppose its inevidib...
Posted by Alyssa on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 08:33:00 PST

Hmmm

I feel fairly lost at the moment. Today I expected to lay in bed with Joel and just enjoy eachothers company. I've had some long ass, night shifts at work. And it's hard getting use to working from 1...
Posted by Alyssa on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:20:00 PST