Derrick

I think too much. I'm hard to deal with. I drink, I slack off...but when it matters nothing slows me down. I have a hard time not getting what i want. I'm way too nice more often than I'd like to be. I love science. I love to argue. I like being right, but dont mind being wrong. Napping in a storm is the greatest, next to waking up to rain. Seattle is my favorite city in the world. I'm a huge hypocrite, but whatever. Its better than not having an opinion on things. Austin is the only town in Texas I can stand to be in for more than a week. I like the thought of hysteron proterons. Get old then live your life. Nope. Fear is what drives me most of the time, fear of not being what I envision for myself. Failure. Settling. Succumbing to even a skerrick of falling short. It scares the shit out of me. It keeps me up at night and winds my mind in the day. Although juggling all these worries day in and day out, a precept counters it, and allows the beauty to shine through the ceiling of leaves in rays of morning light, and the stars to glisten through my venetians late at night. Neocortices moderated, mine on or off. More often than not my candour is my enemy.