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About Me

Hello....my name is Amber Patricia Kathleen Fräntzich and I say let your rainbow shine....
Yes, I am young in years. Yes, I carry a weak facade. And yes, I am an revolutionary. I don't know about some things: things about the world, about the real life, or about myself. But in no way does that make me an individual, it just makes me human. What makes me an individual is what makes me real: it's my desire to strive for things even though what I strive for may seem idiotic to others, it's why I can't just say "okay" when it may seem that I'm defeated, it's why when I struggle with thoughts at night, it isn't myself that's on my mind, but the problems of those around me. I know what's around all too well, and I have no idea what this world is supposed to do with me, because I know it has never seen anything as different as I am. I am new, I am free, I am critical. I'm an endangered species. The past is alive, but only in our minds and the future is alive, only in our minds as well. We are alive, only now. And only now, have we forgotten where we are, but in the large, forgetful, and ungracious place of our home, our earth, our prisoner.
I REASON, earth is short,
And anguish absolute.
And many hurt;
But what of that?
I reason, we could die: 5
The best vitality
Cannot excel decay;
But what of that?
I reason that in heaven
Somehow, it will be even, 10
Some new equation given;
But what of that?
-Emily DickinsonCuriosity
may have killed the cat; more likely
the cat was just unlucky, or else curious
to see what death was like, having no cause
to go on licking paws, or fathering
litter on litter of kittens, predictably.
Nevertheless, to be curious
is dangerous enough. To distrust
what is always said, what seems
to ask odd questions, interfere in dreams,
leave home, smell rats, have hunches
do not endear cats to those doggy circles
where well-smelt baskets, suitable wives, good lunches
are the order of things, and where prevails
much wagging of incurious heads and tails.
Face it. Curiosity
will not cause us to die--
only lack of it will.
Never to want to see
the other side of the hill
or that improbable country
where living is an idyll
(although a probable hell)
would kill us all.
Only the curious have, if they live, a tale
worth telling at all.
Dogs say cats love too much, are irresponsible,
are changeable, marry too many wives,
desert their children, chill all dinner tables
with tales of their nine lives.
Well, they are lucky. Let them be
nine-lived and contradictory,
curious enough to change, prepared to pay
the cat price, which is to die
and die again and again,
each time with no less pain.
A cat minority of one
is all that can be counted on
to tell the truth. And what cats have to tell
on each return from hell
is this: that dying is what the living do,
that dying is what the loving do,
and that dead dogs are those who do not know
that dying is what, to live, each has to do.
-Alastair Reid
"They say that laughter is the best medicine. I say they are wrong. Laughter is a good medicine, but music is the cure." -A.P.K.F.
I am a very complex person....
Honestly,
I believe that
would be nice, but with the savageness of our "aged society", we can never reach that utopian state.
I like to be in the dark....
It makes me oblivious from the outside world and its idiosyncrasies...plus...its nice.
Writing is my passion....my journey...
I truely believe that
....................
One thing that I am certain is,
is the world to me....
...I love nature.....
Life gives us one option, one way, to take....for which we were blessed with before birth....
I think that life without
is no life at all....
The world is going to end soon....so I have decided to hold it in my hands and mold it into the happiest place on earth =P.....
I love rainbows.....it is, in fact, my favourite thing about nature.....
The world doesn't need
It already has it.....we just need to learn how to apply it...
We could stand for a leader who will
to teach everyone the meaning of the word,
The only advice I have to give:
Try to see the world as it is...not as it could be.
hm...this is sort of like an advertisment.....

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Other people that I can cast under my spell....
go to:
http://expressionrevolution.blogspot.com/

My Blog

I am homesick, but I don’t know where home is.

               All summer I was listening intently to the radio, waiting for "Lightening Crashes" by Live to play. This summer, I've bee...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 00:49:00 GMT

My Journey....up to this point.

Camp Sierra. It was another change. It was like moving again, but I found solice in seeing my family around every corner....but I really do think that if they weren't there...I wouldn't miss them. I w...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 23:09:00 GMT

The 31 Flavor Massacre(The Flavor is now Strawberry)

haha.....not funny.....31 flavors kills....even if you haven't bought anything....its deadly....Baskin Robins will guarentee a blown-up head!!!!! enjoy!! After his confusion struck and &nbs...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 21:20:00 GMT

Nameless-----july 27 '07

yo...this is an inspiration.....i'm tired....and yes...it IS in a man's perspective....how can a woman impregnate a woman in a simple, unplanned murder!? so yes....I almost always write in a man's per...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 02:00:00 GMT

another inspiration: Hand-carved Shame

Hand-Carved Shame It was the night after his death and she wept over his decaying body. Photos of the two were featured continuously throughout the small damp apartment. The murder weapon was still ly...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 23:40:00 GMT

okay i am converting my wicked trip into a blog....

soo.....wicked was so great....i documented what i could with my useless camera....so here you go... .. src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y67/SpearBrittney/100_ 2414.jpg"/> this is the bus we drove...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 18:10:00 GMT

my life...and its little adventures....

so i think that i am going to write about my life and how its been going....oaker? Okay....so about  a week ago I went to Sadie's with Michael and it was pretty fun....you know we did the usual s...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 17:58:00 GMT

Wild Weeds and Wild Lives...

Okay...I am going to try and post new blogs like everyday or every week....or at least not years apart ahaha....so I just wrote this because I'm bored and I have been staying at home all day with stre...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 18:01:00 GMT

the talent show.....

the talent show!!!! was horrible..... i felt really bad after the poeple in front of me went, everyone else left because i guess they were the main attraction haha...its like a circus haha....but yeah...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 20:33:00 GMT

ich habe zwölf ungewöhnlich unentschlossen sein

Today... I haven't posted anything in a while...and I am trying to be attentive to myspace...yep...I have been hot lately...yep...i dunno...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 19:40:00 GMT