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..Julia..

I am here for Friends

About Me


.Chicago.
It will always be home.
BUT, I want to move here someday...

Pinned myself downPouring tears into,long lost memories of perfect
The raven screams for me
Singing its' lustful lullaby
I crave the night
I thrive in darkness
Your presence eats away at mysanity
I dwell here
Stitching my own wounds
Only to reopen another
These wounds beg for the grave
As I tame,by devouring these own wings
To be disengaged fromvisions of you
The raven ignites
Knowing I am unable to follow
Paint me a new pairof wings
For I will be given
Another chance.
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YOU DONT KNOW MY PAST
YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND MY PRESENT
AND I DONT WANT YOU NEAR MY FUTURE.

Do NOT add me on facebook UNLESS::
-I know/have known you IN PERSON
or
-We go to the same school
***my facebook is personal, and only for people I know. It's not myspace.***


I love the beach more than anything in life.

I'm Julia ,I love local band concerts. I love art, I love everything about it, I try to draw as much as I can whether its for class or just because, and I go to college for Advertising and Art and Design. I have an interest in paranormal things, that most people would find crazy, I love photography, and i definity believe that I see the world alot different than most people. I love summer, its the happiest time of year for me. I get attached to people really easily and its hard for me to let go, I remember memories and little things about everyone I know. Remembering how life used to be, the things I used to do and the people I used to know makes me cry. I miss it so much. I love the rain and walking in it and dancing in it.. Thunderstorms are amazing. I love nature, I could sit for hours and watch the setting sun or the moon. I love Spring, and flowers, I believe that everyone is beautiful and deserves a chance. I love writing, and seeing what my thoughts and everything that goes on in my head looks like on paper. I wish I knew what I wanted in life, and had some direction. I can't make decisions if my life depended on it, I can see both sides evenly, making decision making nearly impossible. I cant stand shallow people, people who judge, and ignorant people. I love people who like to have a good time, and who would try anything once. People always come to me for help and advice with their problems when I can barely figure out my own. Life's too short to take it so seriously and to be too reserved. Take a chance. I believe that bad luck follows me around. I am facinated with philosophy, and other peoples outlook on life. I often have crazy thoughts and urges..and need someone to contol me. I hate time, and try to avoid it as much as I can. I love sunrises and sand. I love hugs, kisses and all that stuff :). I hate smoking, but I love the smell of cigarette smoke. I tend to get involved with the wrong people and it gets me in trouble. I never listen to peoples advice, and always have to see it for myself. I hardly ever learn from my own mistakes, and tend to make them again. Id like to think of myself as a deep person, but many people dont take the time to get to know me. I believe this world is going to hell, unless people do something about it. I hate being labeled. I hate Liars. Heres something...*Music is my life, I believe its a fairly large part of everyones lives, music gets you though times when nothing else can. It doesnt take much to impress me, I believe the little things are the most important. I'm a really strong believer in Fate, if somethings met to happen, it'll happen and if not...then theres a reason for it. I find so many little things beautiful, that most people wouldnt even think about. Im addicted to Redbull, coffee and tea?. I love the water, I love sitting infront of a lake or on the beach. I'm quite an emotional person, but a generally happy person. I get amused really easily. Im known for my "dirty looks", or "death glares" but I really dont mean to give anyone looks and most times I dont even realize that Im doing it. I am often prejudged but if you get to know me im one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. I love animals and believe they have rights just like we do, and should be treated no different than people. I like people who can understand the beauty of silence, that sometimes theres just no need for words or conversation.The End.

Trust is a really big deal to me, I find it really hard to trust people...if you do prove to me that I can trust you, and if you win my trust..your golden to me. If for whatever reason you lose my trust, or give me doubts in trusting you..your pretty much done for me. And there wont be anything you could do to gain it back. Ive given up my trust way too many times, and now its made me cold. So dont lie to me, and dont give me any reason to suspect that your lying to me.
.I am a Hypocite.
.sorry.

I live for travel.
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~My best friend and one of the most amazing people I have ever met. R.I.P Joe Davis♥
** DONT ADD ME, IF YOUR NOT GOING TO TALK TO ME**

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I ask for someone who:
*Doesn't do drugs.
*Won't lie to me.
*Is respectful and cares
*Will treat me like I'm the most important thing in their life. Because I deserve it. I am an amazing girlfriend, always have been. I have never cheated, I don't lie, and care probably more than I should.

I love romance and am looking for my fairy tale now.

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Someone who I can really talk to,
someone who will TRY to understand me.
Someone who would take my hand,
look me in the eyes
and tell me that everything will be alright.
Someone who would dance with me
through this rain that follows me around
day to day..

The Hoes!♥ [I ♥ them]

*scroll down*
.first wife;no order.

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*Kate*
Shes my wife, my other half, my twin..the only one who I can say fully understands me, the only one who finishes off my sentences, the only one I tell everything to, the only one who doesnt need to ask to know whats wrong or why im upset, the only one that I have a billion inside jokes with, the only one who finds something funny with me when no one else does.. we grew up together, we've been through so much together, I love her to death and dont know what id do without her. One day we'll live in California together, thats the one thing we've always been so set on, and it'll happen and we'll prove everyone wrong.

I LOVE THESE 2!
AIM SN: Ask me :x

.Real.
â™  a mess
† often confused
â™  easily amused
† sick of this place
â™  an artist
† facing anxiety
† just like you
â™  nothing like you
† missing how life used to be
â™  falling pretty damn hard for someone
â™  lost
† hoping this time it'll work out
â™  insecure at times
† outspoken
â™  known by every name in the book
† innocent
â™  dirrty
† I regret too many things
â™  I dont give a shit of what you think of me
† I over think things
â™  a tragedy
† always looking..
â™  depressed
† hated by many
† Loved by most :]
â™  often prejudged
† exctaticly happy
â™  your worst nightmare
† your best fantasy
â™  and do what most consider wrong
† caught
â™  clever and quiet
† trapped
â™  hoping you'll understand
† unaware of myself and my surroundings sometimes
â™  looking to get out
† obsessive
â™  in need of some direction
† giving up my heart
â™  misunderstood
† Paranoid
â™  addicted
† scared of what the future may bring
â™  timid in new surroundings
† slowly going insane
â™  always feeling many different emotions
† not what you think I am
â™  scared as hell of growing old
† in need of reassurence
â™  completely unsure of what I want

..Please try and understand.

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My Blog

2 things....

1.  I just want to take the time to say that even though I bitch and complain about pretty much everything in my life, I really do appreisate everything in my life and how fortunate I really am.&...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 13:47:00 GMT

Animal Photography :)

  Its a hawk that just caught a fish, I took this pic in florida.. thought it was pretty cool It's real! I got really close to it..
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 18:42:00 GMT

Art :)

My Comp. Art project...all hand drawn in photoshop!hand drawn!this too! :)
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 21:24:00 GMT

Some of my newer writing :/

  [I dont title my work]_______________________ For such a subtle advance in timeI've nearly devoured myself Rebelled against every word I had once created in my own head Substances Galore Innoce...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 17:30:00 GMT

..Blackened skies..

Something I wrote last year about someone,I found it looking through my deviant art.Thought I'd share it.--------------------------------------------------------- --   Blackened skies..weep as I d...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 16:11:00 GMT

memories..

I miss this.. ...what a night...
Posted by on Sun, 21 May 2006 13:36:00 GMT

Boyfriend/girlfriend application ; )

Name: Age:Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height:Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Smoke?:Drink?: Drive?: Piercings?: Tatoos?:If you were to write me a song, what would th...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

A day at work...

      Yesterday was a pretty content day.  I cant complain about my job, there is not much to it, I waist the days away making coffee, tea, and muffins.  Not the wo...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT