..Julia..

.Chicago.
It will always be home.
BUT, I want to move here someday...

Pinned myself downPouring tears into,long lost memories of perfect
The raven screams for me
Singing its' lustful lullaby
I crave the night
I thrive in darkness
Your presence eats away at mysanity
I dwell here
Stitching my own wounds
Only to reopen another
These wounds beg for the grave
As I tame,by devouring these own wings
To be disengaged fromvisions of you
The raven ignites
Knowing I am unable to follow
Paint me a new pairof wings
For I will be given
Another chance.
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YOU DONT KNOW MY PAST
YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND MY PRESENT
AND I DONT WANT YOU NEAR MY FUTURE.

Do NOT add me on facebook UNLESS::
-I know/have known you IN PERSON
or
-We go to the same school
***my facebook is personal, and only for people I know. It's not myspace.***

I love the beach more than anything in life.

I'm Julia ,I love local band concerts. I love art, I love everything about it, I try to draw as much as I can whether its for class or just because, and I go to college for Advertising and Art and Design. I have an interest in paranormal things, that most people would find crazy, I love photography, and i definity believe that I see the world alot different than most people. I love summer, its the happiest time of year for me. I get attached to people really easily and its hard for me to let go, I remember memories and little things about everyone I know. Remembering how life used to be, the things I used to do and the people I used to know makes me cry. I miss it so much. I love the rain and walking in it and dancing in it.. Thunderstorms are amazing. I love nature, I could sit for hours and watch the setting sun or the moon. I love Spring, and flowers, I believe that everyone is beautiful and deserves a chance. I love writing, and seeing what my thoughts and everything that goes on in my head looks like on paper. I wish I knew what I wanted in life, and had some direction. I can't make decisions if my life depended on it, I can see both sides evenly, making decision making nearly impossible. I cant stand shallow people, people who judge, and ignorant people. I love people who like to have a good time, and who would try anything once. People always come to me for help and advice with their problems when I can barely figure out my own. Life's too short to take it so seriously and to be too reserved. Take a chance. I believe that bad luck follows me around. I am facinated with philosophy, and other peoples outlook on life. I often have crazy thoughts and urges..and need someone to contol me. I hate time, and try to avoid it as much as I can. I love sunrises and sand. I love hugs, kisses and all that stuff :). I hate smoking, but I love the smell of cigarette smoke. I tend to get involved with the wrong people and it gets me in trouble. I never listen to peoples advice, and always have to see it for myself. I hardly ever learn from my own mistakes, and tend to make them again. Id like to think of myself as a deep person, but many people dont take the time to get to know me. I believe this world is going to hell, unless people do something about it. I hate being labeled. I hate Liars. Heres something...*Music is my life, I believe its a fairly large part of everyones lives, music gets you though times when nothing else can. It doesnt take much to impress me, I believe the little things are the most important. I'm a really strong believer in Fate, if somethings met to happen, it'll happen and if not...then theres a reason for it. I find so many little things beautiful, that most people wouldnt even think about. Im addicted to Redbull, coffee and tea?. I love the water, I love sitting infront of a lake or on the beach. I'm quite an emotional person, but a generally happy person. I get amused really easily. Im known for my "dirty looks", or "death glares" but I really dont mean to give anyone looks and most times I dont even realize that Im doing it. I am often prejudged but if you get to know me im one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. I love animals and believe they have rights just like we do, and should be treated no different than people. I like people who can understand the beauty of silence, that sometimes theres just no need for words or conversation.The End.

.Thanks.