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V.[drinks listerine]

I am here for Friends

About Me


I'm real.
I'm unimpressive.
I'm ridiculously paranoid, neurotic,
and obsessive compulsive.
Simple things make me happy.
I don't ask for much or for anything elaborate out of life.
I'm bluntly honest.
I learn from my mistakes.
I have the most wonderful friends in the world.
I have dreams.
One day I will be where I want to be and I will be happy.
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Sometimes, you just feel everything and nothing all at once.
Sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time. At times, you absolutely love a person all the while wanting to hate them. Funny how life is, isnt it? How when the moment that we are put on the spotlight to express our deepest passion, we freeze up. When we miss someone from the deepest pit of our heart we smile because at least we've both crossed paths and have memories to call upon and there are times when you love someone with all your heart but you hate them because they're the only one who can make all the pain disappear and yet they can bring it all back at the same time.
Life comes without guarantees.

My Interests

The no-emotion emotion. Imagining things. honesty. Taylors personality &sense of humor. Matts capability of understanding me perfectly &his way with words. Sammes compassion. Rachels Talent. Sanchez's understanding. Brians protective outlook. Fresh air. Simple comfort. People. Pale people. Things only you know. Loving things I hate. hating things I love. Mockery. Interesting lies. walking very slow. Unimportance. Nice visual things. Things that dont make sense. Looking at blonde hair. picking up the phone on the third ring. Things being okay when they are not. Coffee ice cream. Questions. Facts. Sleeping or just staying in bed. How my hair feels when it is washed. Remembering a cluster of things all at once. Finding chocolate chip cookies in my house. Appreciation. Things that arent noticed. Conversations that end very abruptively. Writing utensils. The mind. eyes. hands. Things that happen suddenly. Things that happen slowly. Laughter and smiling for no reason. Keeping reciepts. writing on any papers and keeping them and maybe putting them in my scrapbook. old used things. songs. having my hands by my face when I feel uncomfortable. Walking aimlessly with a decent person. Seeing people from passanger seat windows. Telling people things. Keeping secrets. The unnexpected. Expression. Architectural design. Little useless objects. The sky. Grass that is wet and freshly trimmed. Music that makes me feel things. And soda for breakfest.

Movies:



"Scar tissue has no character. It's not like skin. It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan. It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles. It's like a slip cover. It shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide."

My Blog

I tried to kill you

you're broken, you know. your bones are protruding from your body in severe fractures and sharp, off-white splinters. your skin, it stretches and then snaps and rips apart, and you bleed. like any oth...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 06:44:00 PST

I'm going to tell you a secret Panama city

You are not the center of the world.screw off and die. You think you are so elite,and mature. And just simply above in every form possible. But thinking those things about yourself, self proclaim...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:39:00 PST

This is to you.

At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing.It turns up when you don't really expect it.It's like one day you realize that the fairy talemay be slightly different than you dreamed.The castle, well, ...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:02:00 PST

Usless.

no, stay.I can't. I'm standing outside your door in the freezing algid air and I can't stop screaming and screaming and screaming. A few of your big-eyed neighbors have come to see the the girl as thi...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST

Stuttered shook and uptight

the rain tells me         &nbs p;     (He's there.)yet logic tells me         &nbs p...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:48:00 PST

You shot the arrow in your own fucking throat.

You don't know how this hurts me. You act like irony shows nothing more than an impetuous glimpse behind your shoulder; I'm shrouded in the tumult of your past. fabulous grays and blacks and oran...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:42:00 PST

&This means nothing

today i witnessed a murder in heaveni've heard people say that perfection is in flaws,but i don't think they have ever met you.there were fatal wounds inflicted on the cloudsand incriminating grass st...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 06:51:00 PST

everything happens for a reason

A gust of wind pushed past me as I stepped into the building; I shivered and held my sides tighter, hoping to keep the cold out, hoping to keep you in.I went straight to my mailbox, as I d...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 10:30:00 PST

current logic

We are all the same flesh and bone. Don't forget that we are a species together. Apart we are extinct.We are chemically castrating our emotions one person at a time, forcing ourselves to find outlets ...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:07:00 PST

postage due

i will keep you in a box,and hope you feel at home.cut out 4 holes for you to breath,and hope you feel at home.three times a day,i'll give you a paper and a pen,and you'll apologize profusely,but no m...
Posted by V.[drinks listerine] on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:08:00 PST