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Estrella

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About Me


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THE STAR XVII (Basic Tarot Story)On the bleak landscape where the Tower stood, the Fool sits, empty, despairing. He hoped to find himself on this spiritual journey, but now he feels he's lost everything, even himself. Sitting on the cold stones, he gazes up at the night sky wondering what's left. And that is when he notices, nearby, a beautiful girl with two water urns. As he watches, she kneels by a pool of water illuminated with reflected starlight. She empties the urns, one into the pool, one onto the thirsty ground."What are you doing," he asks her. She looks up at him, her eyes twinkling like stars. "I am refilling this pool, so that those who are thirsty may drink, and I am also watering the earth so that, come spring, the seeds will grow," she tells him. And then she adds, "Come. Drink." The Fool comes to kneel with her by the pool and drink. The water tastes wonderful, like liquid starlight. "I can see you are sad," the girl continues, "and I know why. But you must remember that you have not lost all. Knowledge, possibilities, hope, you still have all of these. Like stars, they can lead you to a new future." Even as she says this, she began to fade away, like dew, vanishing. All that remains is a gleam that was at the center of her forehead. This rises up and up, until it settles in the night sky as a shining star. "Follow your star," the woman's voice seems to sing from that light, "and have hope." The Fool takes in a breath and rises. It is a dark night, a desolate land. But for the first time, he has a guiding light to show him the way. Distant as it is, it heals his heart, and restores his faith.Basic Tarot MeaningWith Aquarius as its ruling sign, The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench the Querent's thirst, with a guiding light to the future.Thirteen's ObservationsThe Star is one of those cards everyone loves. In every deck, it is usually the most beautiful. It suggests the peace and harmony of its meaning. There is nothing negative about this card, but I think there is a trick to it. Whatever hope, healing, future it offers, the reader must remember that it might not be immediate. This is a soft card, and like Aquarius, its vision is for tomorrow, not today. That's not to say that it offers no concrete benefits; it is a card the predicts unexpected help, but that help is only the first step. The star only reveals the future. It is up to the Querent to find his way to that future.

My Interests

http://estrella-aka-star.hi5.comrecycle, coffee, clumsy, drinking room temp water, newspapers, education, laughing, vodka, kind, books, feet, flaws, thankful, in love, optimistic, sexual, Penta, tile floors, recycle, cruising, crush, old houses, supersticous, stars, lemons, vegetarian, 11, love, natural medicine, porn, death, lips, cien años, teeth, muse, different, loyal, trust, marijuana, cooking, being silly, conversations, eye contact, buying flowers, spooning, recycle, curious, FIJI, palm trees, being barefoot, the 70's, reading, smiles, black, kissing, achievements, SAVING ANIMALS, white chocolate strawberries, Malibu, stupid jokes, being scared, flip flops, making out, writing letters, history, edamame, fun, being naked, vampire, ornery, thinking constantly, clavicles, Skittles, 80 degrees with a cool breeze, Fate, art, soulmates, scars, recycle, cell phones, biomechanics, dollhouse jeans, carmengias, chucks (pre-Nike owned), rain, sterling roses, the beach, homeopathy, stilettos, intelligence, sleep, Tattoos, collecting vinyl, reading, yoga, critiquing movies with my husband, protesting, makeup, tarot, poetry, traveling, men with makeup, going down, zobmondo, recycle, serial killers, energies, proud, love at first sight, old soul, psychology, sex, Europe, *REAL BOOBS*, wine, giver, exercise, tape, brown, pickels, Dravens (because it's not about killing animals), Goff, contagious, falling in love once a day, womens' history, anatomy, writing, "Jara", destiny, adelita, opened doors, evovling, winnie dogs, avocados, law of attraction, New Mexico, scrabble, makeup sex, wooden floors, 80's, Nip-Tuck DVDs, genuine, creativity, mistakes, the bedroom, other side, righteous, recycle.

I'd like to meet:

Nice people with a sense of self awareness to help others and who strive to be something better. Or unless you're just plain silly like me and want to party all the time...then that's cool too. Oh yeah and if you recycle...guess what, you're in! Also if you happen to know Bill Paxton or Crispin Glover...you should be my friend!

Movies:

Betty Blue,THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP, eternal sunshine, Permanent Midnight, Hard Candy, Ask the Dust, Alfred Hitchcock movies, Event Horizon, Ninja Scroll, Mi Vida Lóca, True Romance, Gia, Queen of the Damned, In the Mouth of Madness, Lord of Illusions, Aeon Flux animae, and all horror films--- EVEN "B" ONES! Secratary, Naked Lunch, Meet the Feebbles is the best Peter Jackson film EVER...actually Heavenly Creatures is just as brillant, FLowers in the Attic has been my childhood fav, Irreversible is a trip, Love Me if You Dare is my new favorite French film, Piñero, The Lost Boys, Legend, The Castle and Happy Tree Friends always crack me up, and Tank Girl.

Television:

Television is like cancer...

Books:

The Celestine Prophecy, Alice and Wonderland, Tuesdays with Morrie, True crime books, and anything that deals with Human Diseases...and The Art of War is awesome. Thing of Beauty, The Five People You Will Meet in Heaven, Chuck Palahniuk's Lullaby, Choke, and Lord of the dead I just could not put down. Ritalin Nation, Annie Rice books and Dean Koontz, Junkie, The Stand, It, The Secret, Running with Scissors, Marley and Me,Consumed, Dry, Magical Thinking, The Greatest Story Ever Sold, and I just adore Edward Gorey's work.

Heroes:

Mi familia, Frida, Ed Begley, Jr., Emiliano Zapata, Bono, Mark Twain (just because he got it), and every person who can give their all and want nothing in return!RIP SEPTEMBER 19, 1959~JULY 7, 2004....................................................Far far away from here there is a man who has been here, there and everywhere. I often think of the man, the man in flannels and his thermals, the man on the Harley, the man who could fix the world. Does his hair fly in the wind while he is on top of the world? I hope so because on the ground his wings don't work. Without the Harley this angel won't fly, without the heroin this angel won't fly. Where are you going? What's the hurry to leave? I miss you.... who the fuck is going to fix my world after I've destroyed it looking for you?For Jara (my hero win or lose...lifes about lessons not regrets!)~love Tay
*********************** Estrella's Details ___________________ *Married & Committed *Loves Having Friends *Española *Spanish/Latina, Whatever
*ALL Aries ... Duh!?!
*Will Drink You Under The Table!!
*Hates Cigarettes..yuck
*Children Aren't On Her Agenda
*C's Will Get Degrees
*Draws Blood & Bull Fights************************Estrella's Schools ___________________ Arizona State University Tempe, ARIZONA Graduated: 2006 Degree: Bachelor's Degree Major: Kinesiology ************************Estrella's Company ___________________ Healthwaves Tempe, AZ US Exercise Physiologist/Phlebotmist

My Blog

CAUTION: This may take you awhile!

okay.. so wow, yes I've been away. Far far away in place called my life...it's been, well... there hasn't been a rollercoaster I haven't been on that wasn't crazy and ready to fall apart at any moment...
Posted by Estrella on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:11:00 PST

well...well...well...WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE?

okay well it has been some time now that I’ve written anything...for many reasons most I cannot get into and others are just to plain boooaring to tell..so here’s my nutshell: I’m wo...
Posted by Estrella on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:41:00 PST

Argumentative Agreement!!! Aaaarrrgh

..driving in my car today with Eric sitting shotgun makes me remember all the little reasons that I know we are made for each other. Heading northbound on Dobson I'm in the outside lane and this 18 wh...
Posted by Estrella on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:43:00 PST

Gateway Drug

I use to think that loving too much would incorporate the consumption of your lovers flesh. To literally want them, eat them, have that dying hunger for them. Their very scent would send you to an olf...
Posted by Estrella on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 07:16:00 PST

Mental Masturbation

Why has perversion become so bland? We are all so unphased and immune to nudity, sex or just plain affection in general? As to think only our eyes can define love. Perhaps this is so, it is always lus...
Posted by Estrella on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:46:00 PST

Twin Packs?

I'm still in the myths of writing and picking out pieces, short stories, thoughts and what-knots to pull together out of my ass for this book that's on the tip of my tongue. So far work has been all t...
Posted by Estrella on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:31:00 PST

I FUCKING HATE DIAL UP...

I AM CURRENTLY IN FOUR COURNERS ANOTHER ARM PIT OF THE WORLD. YES I'M IN A SUPER BAD MOOD AND YOU MY READERS HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH THIS WITH ME... OKAY WHERE TO BEGIN...I HATE FUCKING DIAL UP I DONNT...
Posted by Estrella on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:08:00 PST

NEW

..WELL LOS ANGELES IS ALWAYS NICE TO VISIT BUT I COULDN'T LIVE THERE...IT SUCKS, SMELLS LIKE URINE, TOO MANY FUCKING POT HOLES, NO PARKING...AND EVERYONE IS IN THEIR OWN WORLD. BUT WHATEVER ...
Posted by Estrella on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 01:53:00 PST

Happy GroundHog Day

FUCK yeah that movie rrocks...but imagine if it were true... who knows I might find myself stuckin California? Who knows really? But really if life were to just hit repeat....I'mnot sure what's going ...
Posted by Estrella on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 08:38:00 PST

Nomadness

I feel like I've lived out of a suitcase for the past 3 weeks...uugh. And even when I get home it takes me forever to feel at home again, like I've lost touch with reality and I live in the 4th d...
Posted by Estrella on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 01:27:00 PST