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About Me

I'M A DORK, i like to start random conversations in line with strangers at stores, i try new things, i like people around me that make me smile, i dont like people that are negative. i fall in and out of love easily. im sensitive. i feel most alive when my days are busy. i am an optimist. i eat burritos cause i like them. i wear my heart on my sleeve and thats okay. ive been hurt, i've healed. ive gotten bored, i realized it was my own fault. my definition of a party has changed over the years. i always have sunflower seeds on me, always. i dont know how to whistle and that doesnt bother me. i share too much with people i just meet, and i know that makes them question my sanity, and that doesn't bother me either. i remain friendly. i treat everything like an adventure. i dont plan. i dont get excited. i like to collect other peoples stories in my head. i pray. i laugh. i laugh too much. i focus on the positive, and keep moving forward. i dont give up easily. i root for the underdog. i have tattoos, i wear courduroy. i might put a flower in my hair. i dont judge. i have a crooked smile, and crooked friends. i want to be a good mom, no a great mom. i want to be a good friend. i dont know what love is...i do what im told. i work hard. i play hard. i'm not hard. i just want to love everyone....as i go from here....

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people that will share their stories with me. people that are looking to heal and not hurt.

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My Blog

it just spewed out of my head

...intimately rearranged, there was a time you had me, that bad boy fantasy, "im gonna make him soup." ...prisoner of illusion you see, funny thing is nothing else hurts once everything has been done....
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 19:20:00 GMT

Dear Sir, I come with curves.

Dear Sir, I come with curves. They belong to me, I have earned them. I did not cheat and purge or starve or hire a surgeon - I endured the changes of my body. I became a mother, sober, a no...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 21:15:00 GMT

The Flow-Approved Reading I did not write...

I DID NOT WRITE IT BUT I LIVE BY IT......ITS A WAY OF LIFE... Going with the Flow Go with the flow. Let go of fear and your need to control. Relinquish anxiety. Let it slip away, as you dive i...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:17:00 GMT

Sometimes I Write Stuff

Cracks where the light shines through are the detours i like to take, and i am an oddly peculiar girl, but i can say i'm not fake. With no lead to follow this is what I came to be lonely i don't get,...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 18:23:00 GMT

melodramatic addict

Im a pyrotechnic wreck the way im playing with fire Its like a merry go round I don't know how to step onto anymore Ill drag a couch onto a sandy beach instead and listen to the brainstorm in my head...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 01:26:00 GMT

mindless babbles from a girl....

Dirt between her toes, and rips in her jeans. She feels safe in ripped jeans and bare feet, messy hair all in her face, that's where she's comfortable, this is where she finds herself. h...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:59:00 GMT

a refresher on how to be me....i needed the reminder...

Go with the flow. Learn to watch ants, and sunsets, and clouds. Paint something. Smile at strangers. Scribble motivational messages on scraps of paper to be found later. Be a dork. Make friends ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 22:47:00 GMT

i found this...thought i would share, in case you are "going thru it"

There are some significant questions that, when you pose them to yourself, you find a deepening of your understanding of your life and your inner process. These questions help you to transform all th...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 13:41:00 GMT

The Party is Over.....

Party's Over If I could get sick on you for a second and just vomit with my words the loose ends that are creepin around in my head. Ive got to tie them up so they aren't hangin around anymore. ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 11:52:00 GMT

oh yeah, thats what it felt like.......

So I was cleaning up some old files of random stuff I would write, and came across this little rant that i wrote on April 20th, 2006, a month and a half before I quit the pills for good......i needed ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 16:38:00 GMT