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About Me

first off i try to keep myself away from myself! music is my life. i like to drink. im a great cook. i like to watch movies by myself or with people but alot of the time just by myself. i can be the loudest one around or the quietest. alot of the time i have a hard time saying what i feel so i might just write it down. my best friend is my roomate, my other best friends are 2200 miles away from me and it sux but over the years i have learned to deal with it. my brother is a drug addict. i dont know what i wanna do with my life. im booring.

My Interests

MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC footballtest

I'd like to meet:

it was dimebag until he was murdered and taken away rip diamond darrell A ROCK GOD IS GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN AS HE WALKS PAST THE CEMETARY GATES.....R.I.P. DIMEBAG(DIAMOND) DARRELL ..!

Music:

pantera!!!! rip dimebag....... the acacia strain, slayer, machine head, death cab for cutie, the prize fighter inferno, deftones, third eye blind, chopain, coheed and cambria, soilent green, unearth, tech9, on broken wings, kelly clarkson, nin, marilyn manson, remembering never, scars of tomorow
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Movies:

super troopers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and gummo.... even thugh i have over 300 dvd's..

Television:

south park DA BEARS, DA CUBS, DA BULLS

Heroes:

MY MOM AND DAD'......

My Blog

HALLWAYS

open up your mind to a hallway full of doors. a hallway full of life long decisions with noone but you to choose your own destiny. an endless supply of open and close. of bliss and complete happyness ...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:59:00 PST

friendships and life

yesterday was my birthday and it was one of the worst days of my life! a friend in chicago passed away in the morning. i was getting phone calls from friends that wer crying their hearts out trying to...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:03:00 PST

its over

an illusion of a picture breaking like your dreams break after the bottle smashes after it smashed you!dying for it to come back breaking your back living each moment just for you to loose it. overwel...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Sun, 21 May 2006 12:16:00 PST

it always feels like this.....

im so confucsed i want so much but i dont know what it is yet!!! everymorning i wake up to a fucking tornado of twisted thoughts of everything in a blur. nothing ever comes out clear......i want to me...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if you really really love me......

Fill this out and send it back. Mark it with an X if you'll do it!![_] go out with me?[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _[_] kiss me?[_] let me kiss you?[_] watch a movie with me?[_] let m...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if you didnt know already....

i really love moe
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

guess what??

i worship the devil....... seriously i do and if you dont fuck you!!!!!
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another rambling....same day

have you ever felt like life was just one fucked up video game kinda like gta just made for someones amusement? i feel like everything i do is being watched by laughing asaians or something who just p...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

love me

WOULD YOU ?? 1. Give me your number? 2. Have sex with me? 3. Let me kiss you? 4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? 5. Let me take you out to dinner? 6. Drive me som...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

strange thoughts!!

lying on the floor regretting the slits to your wrists as you so effortlessly push the skin back together to try to stop the bleeding but its to late your to weak the blood just keeps running out as y...
Posted by METAL JEFF add my new account on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST