Hansell's made a epic riff !

Hiya Iam Adam iam 19 and i live in leeds the new home of metal !well lets just say this year has been a reli wierd oneits like something amazing will happen for me then it will just go to shit............ i.e getting a label interseted in my guitar playing n recording for bands .... next thing you know i got glassed in my left arm and cut 2-4 nerves that connect to my fingers !!!!! due to this alot of my playing has gone to shit !!! but itss getting better again so i carnt complain that much but ive lost all sync and felling in my arm.......at the moment all i ever do is fucking party and my alcholintake is usally abiut 12 pints per day !!! not to mention weekends were i can turn wiskey to water lol !!!. i propper need to stop drinking (again) but to be honest way i see stuff now is ur not gunna be here for long so just do wot u want to yourselfi want to make something of my self obvs ..... it would be my dream to work in a music based career either playing in my band or recording bands or roadying. i would love to play onstage everyday of my life bringing fun and lots of energy to the fans and friends..iam going to music collage in leeds soon i have a applied and got through i carnt wait to do this !!!! iam going to take a BTECH in music production recording in popular music and a BTECH in music performance ....moving out with friends in january to headingly gunna throw a massive party and every one is invited !!!!wot i dont want is to be a litlle lazy dole dosser who does nothing with there life and just goes to there mates or stays in sponging of people people say theres no jobs about BULLSHIT ! thereloads ! go to the job centre and put effort into finding one ! ive got 2 !!my goals are :-1. do what i love with my life2. make somthing of my self3. play music everyday4. not to give a fuck wot people think of me5. respect my self and others6. not to make the smae mistakes that ive done in my past7. stop drinking as much as iam8. to tour the world ! in my band9. to try to get the person that means the most to me back but its gunna be fucking hard lol iam up for the effort though