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About Me

dorian is learning that he is a house with many rooms and, like most people, is confinded to the basement level due to his inexperience being a householder. he's worked to see other rooms in this house, other possibilities. most times dorian is either a servant or a lazy fuck who forgets his chores. when the servant remembers, he is a sort of kitchen witch, practising good medicine for the benefit of the house. when the house is in order the master of the house returns, rightfully calls himself Dorian, shows his gratitde and love for all his servants and lays out plans for all the servants to follow after he leaves. i've heard that buddhists call this "snataka", but i don't know shit about buddhists.

My Interests

it's way hard to see life in a real, vivid manner. it takes serious efforts but is super rewarding. when i was a child all i wanted was to live in my dreams, now that i know that i'm asleep all i want is to wake up...

I'd like to meet:

first and for most, myself more often. i've reached a point of often enough knowing when/why/where/how i'm not myself and what to do to remedy said condition, which really is a not only a blessing but a sort of verification that my efforts are paying off. "I" really enjoy people and am finding that they can teach me the most profound things if only i can remember to look at them in a certain way, which takes effort. if i'm not remembering to see/interact with kats like that it's an indication that i'm not being myself(see above). if you're not sure what i mean exactly feel free to ask...

Music:

jamaica... uk... manhattan... we say mecca.

Movies:

life is way more interesting, becoming more vivid the harder i work.

Television:

cesar milan is a role model because dogs guard and guide this world, they may blaze a trail for dionysis...

Books:

i now know that real knowledge transcends theory, it transforms dead things into new life.

Heroes:

i should submit to being one of these. i have some shadow of an understanding that they are based on humility, resolve and service to something higher... if only i could remember about alignment.