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Cameray

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About Me

Hi I'm Cameray
I’ve been avoiding talking about myself for as long as I can remember. I don’t know why a MySpace “about me” would inspire or push me to say anything you wont find out from just knowing me.
I’ve lost a lot of people in my short years not just to death but to life as well I’ve lost good friends to adult hood and now I stand at the beginning of my life hoping I wont become them. I don’t want to lose people who matter anymore.
I’ve been broken hearted for so long hated who I am for such a prolonged moment that I feel dead inside. There are very few people who matter to me at this point even fewer who I matter too.
I'm sick of pretending to be strong
I've hidden so much from people and opening up is a long difficult process. If you choose to be a friend, than do it be there. If not you can stop reading this stop pretending to care because I don't/wont need you in my life ever.
I'm sick of trying to be tough.
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My Interests

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.” -Cs Lewis

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Poetry Art Music

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Music:



.The Cure. .DRESDEN DOLLS. .CSS. .Tsunami Bomb. .Freezepop. .Gravy Train!!!. .robots in disguise.
.The Distillers.
.Scarling.
.Jack Off Jill.
.Bikini Kill.
.Death cab for cutie.
.Postal service.
.Kill Hannah. .Motion city. .Eazy E. . Ladytron.
.The Ditty Bops.
.Pretty Girls Make Graves.
.Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
.Interpol.
.My Chemical Romance.
.The Used.
.The Smiths.
.Bright Eyes.
.Dashboard Confessional .
.The Decemberists.
.Phathom.
.Bermuda.
.Cover up.
.The Honorary Title.
.Placebo.
.The Shins.
.Nightmare Of You.
.The Scene Aesthetic .
.Enon.
.5678's.
.To No Avail.
.On The Last Day.
.MorningWood.
.The Fall Of Troy.
Le Tigre
Tegan & Sara
Say Anything
Tristania
Suicide city
House Of Fools
Eisley
Peach
Action Action
Aiden
BLOOD BROTHERS
Motion City Soundtrack
The Early November
Jack Johnson
The Milan Conference
Armor For Sleep
Hot Hot Heat
Play radio Play
THe Abombinations
Fuse
AFI
The Beatles
Die monster Die
The Hush Sound
Bjork
Blind Melon
Calabrese

Cranberries
Johnny Cash
Nine Inch Nails
Joy division
Dead on revival
monstersquad
Horror Of 59
Ecto-1
she wants revenge
New Order
Deadsy
Orgy
Rammstein
t.a.t.u
Marilyn Manson
Offered no escape
Pet Shop Boys Dean Martin Frank Sinatra Aretha Franklin Janis Joplin Jimi Hendrix Simon and Garfunkle Elvis Spice Girls Sunny day real estate Dinosaur Jr. GymClass Heroes Billy Talent Hellogoodbye Head Automatica Godsmack Gorillaz Dressy Bessy From First To Last Flyleaf Drowning Pool Disturbed Bikini Kill The Cardigans The Church Cartel Alkaline Trio Angie Damage June Chiodos Nelly Kate Plain White T's Reliant K SlipKnot SkySalt Taking Back SUnday Tattle Tale UnderOATH Wanda Jackson Norma Jean Aiden circletakesaqaure kill hannah

Movies:



Blood & Gore
sappy chick flicks
dirty fucked up satires
obscene comedy
Black and white groundbreaking films
etc...etc...

Television:



CSI Jerico NipTuck Six Feet Under Degrassi Aqua teen hunger force.. South Of Nowhere Invader Zim Daria Clone High CatScratch Avatar Golden Girls Designing women The Nanny

Books:



The Bell Jar Pride and prejudice Speak The perks of being a wallflower Black eyed suzie Nation of sheep Cut prozac nation Wicked Tangerine Fat kid rules the world The girl who loved Tom Gordon Salems lot Queen of the damned Tale of the body theif Interview with the vampire The meloncholy death of oyster boy Amphagory Mansfield park Hamlet Titus Emma The Giver Anthem Harry Potter 1-6 Series of unfortunate events Awakening Catcher In The Rye The Mysterious Stranger

Heroes:

MrJohnnyWhitney,
He Amazes Me.

My Blog

Providence in a sparrows fall.

So when things die should we mark it down as destiny write it off as providence does the end of something (aka a realationship) really bring a new begining or does it leave us falling? and will anyone...
Posted by Cameray on Fri, 19 May 2006 08:45:00 PST