I had a dream about you last night. |
When I woke up this morning,I remembered a dream I had.The very thought of itmade me cringe.On the inside,I can still feel the anger welling inside my chest.I can feel my heart clenching.My lungs empt... Posted by [s]aint. on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 10:15:00 PST |
I miss summer time. |
Oh these fucking nights.Sometimes, I wonder.Where has all the day gone?The ground is covered in snow again.It`ll be gone by the time I wake up.It`ll just be cold out again.I miss the summer.I miss bei... Posted by [s]aint. on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:41:00 PST |
I cannot do this anymore. |
I am so angry & I don`t know why.I`m so hurt.I have so many things I want to say,but none of them come out right.I`m second guessing myself.I`m so sad.I`m sick of being so angry all the time.I`m s... Posted by [s]aint. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:07:00 PST |
Run |
I can do this.I think.I hope.I hate remembering.Memories are my downfall.They carve out my insides,they hurt so much.It feels like someone has died.Cutting someone out of your lifeis so hard.Why do I ... Posted by [s]aint. on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:02:00 PST |
Confused. |
Every time.Every fucking time,this happens.I think I`m okay.I think I`m doing alright.Then I remember.I remember that I am an absolute,complete fuck up.I remember that every one eventually ends up lea... Posted by [s]aint. on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:09:00 PST |
Leaving. |
The events leading to my demise have been set into motion.I coughed up blood & cracked my ribs.I can feel my spine poking through my skin.I`m dying,& no one even seems to notice.What did I eve... Posted by [s]aint. on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:24:00 PST |
I`ve been left behind in a world of heartless assholes. |
I can`t explain it,but I believe that I`m finally beginning to let go.That spot in my heart whereI held you so close to me for so longhas gone numb.I can look at you now& curse the day I met you,n... Posted by [s]aint. on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 03:03:00 PST |
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I can`t listen to the song "Jolene" by Dolly Parton or I get really fucking mad.Way to go, fucker. Posted by [s]aint. on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 01:45:00 PST |
Angel Of Death. |
Leave me standing here,just act like I`m not alone.Act like I`m not going to find you someday& rip your black heart out.Forget that I ever whispered your name.Leave behind everything that meant so... Posted by [s]aint. on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST |
I`m so stupid. |
Can you feel that?It`s my heartbeat slowing down.I`m finally dying,& it`s okay.I can finally let go of everything here.I can breathe again.I like where this is going,because maybe it won`t hurt as... Posted by [s]aint. on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:07:00 PST |