Itachi-Ni |
I can't write about this.
"Just remember, you had a friend... And there is no reality. You think I am talking to you, but I'm not. There's nobody here, there's nothing!"
"I don't want you to not be th...
Posted by Neil on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:39:00 PST |
Ambition |
How to be or become unique, or how to fall into a state of uniqueness: That is my goal. I'm willing to sacrifice anything to get it, and I will do whatever is necessary to get this. My entire life has...
Posted by Neil on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 09:53:00 PST |
Control |
As the day goes on, the people are learning. They enjoy their precious experiences, thrive with the support of others, and contine to treasure the times spent with one another. Such wonderous people a...
Posted by Neil on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:34:00 PST |
Life |
I can't write anything about it. The best I can do is to create images by using language. Even that is doing nothing. You are translating this to a picture of what you call life, or art. Art is the gr...
Posted by Neil on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:22:00 PST |
Itachi |
I had a stunning realization tonight. All efforts of mine to prevent a person from making an interpretation of any actions, words, or anything observed of me is a lost battle. All along, my actions ha...
Posted by Neil on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 12:07:00 PST |
Hakairin |
Through subtle means, people are never connected. Only through ideas and beliefs can people experience the relationship with another person that is created through knowledge. This also applies to any ...
Posted by Neil on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:42:00 PST |
Happiness |
While performing onstage, I messed up very badly. I continued anyway, and tried to preform as perfectly as I could. Somehow, I messed up so many times that I became embarrassed, which led to more mist...
Posted by Neil on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 06:17:00 PST |
Recognition |
Things like this just happen, don't they? I spent a lot of time wandering about, wanting to meet and talk with somebody else who was like me. I created the concept of friendship for myself, with a uni...
Posted by Neil on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:27:00 PST |
Off The Record |
Here's another fearful distraction. It seems I can't escape from myself in any sense. For me, it means that my personalized thoughts continue to stream in through here. I know it's to distract me, and...
Posted by Neil on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:11:00 PST |
Secondary Decoy |
The subjects of love and friendship are tricks. They ensnared me in the past, and have since given me something to pursue. The creation of the need for love and/or friendship is a devious, insidious t...
Posted by Neil on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 07:26:00 PST |
