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tammy

looking for cheese dont make me a hood rat

About Me

i am tammy ismeh! its already a given where i live, how old i am, love the morning air but don't wake up in time to breathe it, love when it's a gloomy day but can't really tell if it's gloomy or just being in LA, annoying the shit out of van is great, walking around in chinatown, shopping in the afternoon, imagination runs wild when i read, every time i get paid i'm in the bookstore, always get a milk stache after every time i drink it at the end of corn pops, if i had money every time someone told me to say something in chinese i think i'd have the things i want, love being a bitch to people, i have issues but who doesn't right, want to go back in time and watch mr. rogers, carebears, smirffs, reading rainbow, thunder cats, super friends at that innocent age again, LOVE gloomy bear everything, japanese candies are awesome, thoughts seem to escape my mind sometimes, will never eat the folded chips for some odd reason, training to become a rock, paper, scissors champion, (apple) mac life is great,...you know you wish you had this kind of love...

My Interests

magazines that interest me, readings that make me think, finding the right form while driving the golf ball, shopping for things not needed, kniting scarves when its not winter, addicted to buying shoes, ikea shopper/lover/owner, can you say j'dore dior and louis vuitton, other than that just sitting quietly counting the continuous beads on my lucky buddha bracelet.
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I'd like to meet:

i already met that person who takes care of my psychotic/bitch nature.i guess the only person left is maybe siddhartha buddha.

Music:

the songs i make up in my head and the rattling of the loose parts in my car from the bass ..

Movies:

brown sugar, lucky number sleven, inside man, charlie and the chocolate factory, the wedding date, the break up, the legend of bagger vance, the devil wears prada, man on fire, cruel intentions, the terminal, love potion no. 9, battle royale, kill bill, fight club, american history X, she's all that, napoleon dynamite, american beauty, grease, dave chappelle's block party, perfect blue, office space, my sassy girl, volcano high, miyazaki's spirited away, life or something like it, boondock saints, the virgin suicides...and many more to come

Television:

i wanted to be a FBI agent so i watch csi a lot...hahaha

Books:

the wedding date, lord of the flies, the outsiders, the bridegroom, buddha baby, the five people you meet in heaven, the prefume, tao te ching, the kitchen gods wife, the giver, china dolls, empress orchid, the virgin suicides ACRYLICK,,

Heroes:

of course these people: my moms (who inspires me to be a strong chinese woman), my boyfriend van (who is just my "better" half), the one person that i wish i could have known was van's mom (like i promised i will take care of your son forever)

My Blog

people watching

today: monday, august 27, 2007i set out on my own, yes my owni was on the 10 and by myself listening to music freaking loud and out comes this bitch color tc trying to race, which i thought was funnyt...
Posted by tammy on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 12:18:00 PST

found

have you ever had that feeling when you found that person ,that just makes you feel like you are complete and the search is over. you felt as though for some reason everything you like they ...
Posted by tammy on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 01:25:00 PST

my mistake

why do people think their actions won't f'ing afftect you? i might say this a lot but sometimes i really do wish things were different. i mean even though i run away from it, it will always bother me....
Posted by tammy on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 02:46:00 PST

cut finger

i accidentally cut my finger, and i sat there quietly while it bled. i watched it bleed and i even put a little pressure on the finger to make it bleed even  more. then it stopped. the blood just...
Posted by tammy on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:46:00 PST

good finds

so after the dentist appointment today, i decided to go to the local bookstore to see what they had... i went from section to section trying to find what i should read, the magazine section was first,...
Posted by tammy on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:28:00 PST

adventures

adventures are the best when they are so random. especially when you think it will just be another typical day but at the end it doesn't turn out that way. even though we cannot stand each other at ti...
Posted by tammy on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:14:00 PST

admittance

the first step, is to admit. Hi, my name is tammy ___, and i am addicted...to shopping. i swear i cannot help it, i love clothes, shoes, purses, sunglasses, and other really unnecessary things but i b...
Posted by tammy on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

it's the conversations

i realized there is no one that knows you better than i do, and no one knows me better than you do. the way we talk is intriguing, it's funny how all the conversations we have had are (you got to admi...
Posted by tammy on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 02:49:00 PST

HD quality

so now i got HD satellite and i swear you can see the pimples and facial hairs on everybody's face. nose hairs from a news reporter and an eyelash on a woman's face is clearly seen. it's so freaking&...
Posted by tammy on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:29:00 PST

its van and tammy

van dunny.and.tammy dunny
Posted by tammy on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:11:00 PST