the raintree [show tomorrow at chyro arts!]

i have a livejournal. tuolumne:indoors
i am a boy of a mere nineteen years. my stomach is full with contentment of meaningful conversations. I know what i love, and i do love what i know. I can't really separate my dreams from what is actually happening anymore, but a part of me likes that i think. I'm reading a really good book called Be Here Now. I have a bed, but i still like to sleep on the couch. I'm indecisive but not indifferent. I believe in moments, and i believe in the feeling cause danny talks about it. I'm spiritual, but not religious. I believe in ghosts. i always have something to smile about. I fall in love with girls from 80s movies. I can keep promises and secrets but i try not to make them too often so i don't have to follow through with them. daisies are the only flowers that i like. when people give me the finger while driving and give them a peace sign. I have limbeck bumper sticker. I don't like shoes. chai is the only acceptable drink from starbucks. I cried after simon birch but my brother cried after free willy so i'm still a man. I have an army of polaroid photographs on my wall and you're probably drunk in one of them. I have secret handshakes with two people, but only remember one of them. I like cuddling and i like chick flicks, so that's that. my dog is like my child. thats what she said jokes still make me laugh. i smoke and i drink. i hate driving, and i love driving. remember the first time you ever listened to sigur ros? I would love to have you in my life darling.
hello, i am ryan and i love you already.
and to be completely honest, i'd be perfectly content. you, me, and all of our friends, sitting barefoot in the grass beneath tall trees in the shade. playing music, singing, clapping our hands, kissing, slow dancing, laying down and capturing dandelions all day long. let nothing disguise what truly matters: love. we'll share love, and give love, and be loved. we will compliment eachother effortlessly and perfectly. simplicity is our soul. the meaning of life is to live.
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"if you have music, you will never be lonely."
thank you for this quote to live by, its never been more true