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nicole is weird

...i can dish it out, but i can't take it...

About Me

IF YOU HIDE YOUR IGNORANCE NOONE WILL HIT YOU AND YOU'LL NEVER LEARN -quote from the book Farenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury ============================================================ =======27, female, liberal, open minded, blunt, dry humor, jaded, short but not so little, feisty, Aries all the wayim very weird. i dont like to sugar-coat things. i dont see the point in that, its just wasting time. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++I am a huge spaz as rissa roo would say... i cant help it.. certain things (like driving) make me very anxious... which is really funny, not so funny, now that i drive for a living...i go to a ton of shows. thats what i do. i also like to drink coffee until im shaky which i hate but damn it, it tastes so good and im tired all the time.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ AIM SN: punkyneurotic Yahoo Msngr Sn: Punkfolkgrrrl MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

i like learning new things. i love music and film.

I'd like to meet:

ani difranco, roger waters, john waters, angelina jolie, kat bejelland, myself at age 7, and age 60 (if i dont die before i reach that age)

Music:

anything and everything. generally i like the more sad songs but i love all music. radiohead, deathcab, brand new, billie holiday, pink floyd, techno, riot grrrl bands, ani d, anyone who puts on a good live show...

Movies:

strange days, fight club, gia, better than chocolate, empire records, 12 monkeys, swing kids, sin city, requiem for a dreamim a movie star!

Television:

i dont have time to watch much tv... but i am addicted to Heros and Greys Anatomy (shh dont tell anyone)

Books:

7 tattoos (peter trokoski); because it is bitter & because it is my heart (j.c. oates); white noise (don dedillio); the complete works of edgar allen poe; the making of a band: babes in toyland; the biographies of marilyn manson and courtney love; journey into darkness (john douglas); anything by chuck palanuck (i think i spelled it wrong)

Heroes:

my grandpa, anyone who can tolerate my quirky personality

My Blog

its ridiculous...

ITS RIDICULOUS!its ridiculous im so scared of being off eval. its ridiculous i have chest pain from the anxiety. its ridiculous that i can't get along w her. its ridiculous that i move so fucking much...
Posted by nicole is weird on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 12:23:00 PST

Its all an illusion... trust me on this...

I feel all discombobulated. Disconnected. Floating... away. Yet so anchored at the same time. I guess I feel like a buoy. Just floating away, bobbing and weaving and Im sure it feels like its moving a...
Posted by nicole is weird on Fri, 09 May 2008 05:21:00 PST

maybe its the moon...

strange times, strange times... I turned 27 a few days ago... (speaking of 27 today is the day 11 yrs ago they found Cobain’s dead body at age 27..) its weird. we all know that every year since ...
Posted by nicole is weird on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:32:00 PST

really?

fucking myspace man... its how the world knows... fuck fuck fuck.i dont even know what to say... which is odd... cuz i always have so very much to say. no filter. words... they just come out. i dont t...
Posted by nicole is weird on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:50:00 PST

2008 is great! (i hope...)

I officially am finished w my EMT class. woo hoo! Final grade 94% which is still an "A" not an "A-" (ridiculous that i even care). Its the first time in a loooong time i've completed a class (or anyth...
Posted by nicole is weird on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:54:00 PST

deep fried twinkie

     Im getting nervous about taking the National Registry exam to get my EMT-B license. I dont know why. I have an A in the class so its not like I dont know the material. I take ...
Posted by nicole is weird on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:54:00 PST

The thing about time is...

The thing about time is.... its never how you want it. sort of like ordering eggs at Chubbys. you have to order them over-medium to get them over-easy. All these things i want to do... i dont have tim...
Posted by nicole is weird on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:15:00 PST

keep on keeping on... by moving on

Last Labor Day was the debauchery. The few days that i regret more than anything ive ever done. and ive done a lot of stupid, fucked up things. I live in the past. it's something i think im getting be...
Posted by nicole is weird on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:46:00 PST

Breast Cancer 5K

I'll try anything once. How are you to ever experience all that life has to offer if you never try anything new? This motto has mostly gotton me into trouble, but not this time.A few months back my mo...
Posted by nicole is weird on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 03:07:00 PST

DENIED!!

i had my hopes up. i was all set. i made the weight. i had the paperwork done. i made the appointment. i didn't get in. i didn't get in? i fucking didn't get in! I can't join the Navy because im still...
Posted by nicole is weird on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:54:00 PST