Too good to be true |
As you all know, these last three months have been some of the hardest saddest times of my life. I moved out of my house to get away from Nick, and became a single mom. In the last three weeks, I got ... Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 22:22:00 GMT |
Lost and Lonely |
Lost and Lonely are the only words I can use to sum up my feelings. Nick and I have been broken up for about a month now. It feels like forever. Instead of becoming friends, we push each o... Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 13:31:00 GMT |
completely unstable |
I'm so manically depressed right now it's not funny. i feel so unstable. i can't stop thinking about Nick, which is ruining my time with my family. I want my old nick back, not this complete stranger ... Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 20:17:00 GMT |
i miss you |
i love nick with all my heart and soul. Every day that I've been gone from washington all I could do is think about him. I can't live without him, but I can't go on being treated like this. It's like ... Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 17:36:00 GMT |
my aching heart |
i'm dying of a broken heart. the only other person I love as much as nick is keeping me together. But I have to look at my beautiful baby boy everyday which is a painful reminder of what there once wa... Posted by on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 23:08:00 GMT |
Camden Matthew Wilkie |
Camden Matthew Wilkie was born Jan. 13th 2007. My water broke at 2:45 am, and after about 21 hours of labor, he finally came into the world at 11:29pm weighing in at 6lbs 12oz and was 20 inches long. ... Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 00:33:00 GMT |
trying not to throw in the towel |
I'm at my breaking point. i can't handle this much longer. I feel like I'm a complete stranger to my other half so I'm constantly going on being ignored. It's the worst feeling in the world. Our conve... Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 16:12:00 GMT |
saying goodbye to all that was once good |
Why is it that almost everyone back home i was close to no longer speak to me, or answer my emails. The one person that's supposed to be close to me that is here, seems to be pushing me away. I'm tire... Posted by on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 17:59:00 GMT |
The end is drawing near |
My due date is about 5 weeks away according to my first ultrasound photo's. According to the baby, it's sooner than that. In the past week, he went from sitting moderately high, to dropping very low. ... Posted by on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 22:04:00 GMT |
falling into place |
well, I haven't been on in quite some time so I think I should post a blog.
For those of you who don't know, I moved from california to Washington state at the end of september. I am seven months preg... Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 18:02:00 GMT |