Flesh Machine [bunny] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

First off, I like drinking. It is fun, and I do it when I can.

Sometimes I wish not for depth, but for transparency; moreover, I wish that my heart not be on my sleeve, yet the true nature of my being be known to those who lay eyes upon me.
In other words, don't read this book by it's cover; you may be surprised by my story.
I've turned to a happier chapter in days of late - however tomorrow is promised to no one, so with that in mind I take each day like it could be my last, with crossed fingers behind my back that tomorrow should be the same.
That is how I am living this life.

Call me Flesh for short.

I love to write. Writing in general is a hobby of mine, and it's how I deal with things before they take control of me. If you bother to read some of my work you'll also find that I like to express myself in a darker way through my writing.

Fin.

Extraversion

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56%

Stability

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36%

Orderliness

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56%

Accommodation

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56%

Interdependence

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50%

Intellectual

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70%

Mystical

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83%

Artistic

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76%

Religious

10%

Hedonism

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63%

Materialism

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90%

Narcissism

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76%

Adventurousness

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30%

Work ethic

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36%

Self absorbed

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36%

Conflict seeking

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50%

Need to dominate

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36%

Romantic

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76%

Avoidant

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36%

Anti-authority

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43%

Wealth

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43%

Dependency

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56%

Change averse

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43%

Cautiousness

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76%

Individuality

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70%

Sexuality

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56%

Peter pan complex

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63%

Physical security

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76%

Physical fitness

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77%

Histrionic

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63%

Paranoia

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63%

Vanity

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83%

Hypersensitivity

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43%

Female cliche

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48%

INTP - "Architect". Greatest precision in thought and language. Can readily discern contradictions and inconsistencies. The world exists primarily to be understood. 3.3% of total population. Take Free Jung Personality Test
3.06 / 4.75
Main type Variant
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

Type 1

Perfectionism

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63%

Type 2

Helpfulness

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43%

Type 3

Image Awareness

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83%

Type 4

Sensitivity

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50%

Type 5

Detachment

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46%

Type 6

Anxiety

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73%

Type 7

Adventurousness

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53%

Type 8

Aggressiveness

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26%

Type 9

Calmness

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56%

type

score

type behavior motivation

I must be impressive and attractive to be happy.

I must be secure and safe to be happy.

I must be perfect and good to be happy.

Kicking around a moon-grey dust Wondering where I went wrong When I let it slip away If I knew it all alongBeen this way few times before A lonely road of broken glass Memories of made mistakes Phantoms of a troubled pastWalking away from a bloody sun Toward a future of vast unknown Deadwood speaks of riddles ahead Whispering, laughing at my ignoranceWith no map to guide me No one with me, beside me I keep on keeping, on the way 'Till night turns once more into dayBack against a leafless tree A raindrop fallen atop a hill Fruitless like my tired tries To find the brightest star in the skyOut from the side of my eye A feather flutters by the by So white and peaceful, yet so lost Makes me wish for weightlessnessA fallen angel's broken wing Was the origin of the thing Dead is he, on a crucifix For none to see, nor make idolRainclouds lined with golden tears Does very little to ease my fears And as the sun sets on a purple horizon I rest my mind and body in dust.
Illusive Lover
In the blackness of the night
When it is dark and cold
I lay next to you, not alone
And I hold your body tight.
Your hair smells like springtime
So soft against my skin
Your eyes stare through mine
Into my soul within.
Your words are narcotic
Soothing every nervous thought
A voice much like a siren's
Makes troubled days forgot
Hopes, dreams, happiness
There is no end to what you give
A reason to awake each day
A reason to want to live.
My love for you is endless;
In a way time cannot conceal
Yet longer lasts the stinging pain
Because you are not real.
All poems contained in page and blog are original, written by me
© 2005 - Flesh Machine

My Interests

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Music:

C/A/T, Combichrist, Grendel, Suicide Commando, Tactical Sekt, Terrorfakt... anything hard industrial

My Blog

Dreambook, Log 1

I'm not exactly sure how it starts, but I end up at an abandoned club in the desert (middle of nowhere). A little girl and her father live there, scavengers apparently because of all the junk and thin...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:24:00 PST

Now I Remember Where I Take My Name

I fucking hate almost all holidays. I hate Easter, I hate Thanksgiving, I hate Christmas, I hate my birthday.I like New Year's, because that's when it's socially expected to drink. Do people think I r...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:08:00 PST

Devour [poetry]

The wind makes hollow whispersAs it passes through the soulLongs for what it once was,From where it once came Just as the wine in tipping glassAs is the sands of timeFlowing past it's bitter lipsLips ...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:29:00 PST

I Want:

I want a better body...and more money
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:13:00 PST

Sadisco = Pagan Holidays [pics]

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Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:32:00 PST

Fog [prose]

Pain teaches much to the hearts of the soft. Happiness; but a mocking emotion There to stare back at your broken face; To wash and wallow in the salt of your tears. Life rips that which you hold clos...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 07:54:00 PST

Dragon Body Piece - Session 5

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Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 07:55:00 PST

New Immigrants

Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigr...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 09:29:00 PST

Rants and Raves vol. 9 - The BoohBahs

These are the Boohbahs.Humbah, Zumbah, Zing Zing Zingbah, Jumbah and Jingbah.Know them, for they are the bringers of the Apocalypse.This lovely morning was like many others - your usual sunrise...How...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:22:00 PST

Rants and Raves vol. 9 - Don't Go To Great Clips

Disappointments and Walk-Ins Welcome!So I recently got my hair cut at... *reluctant grunt* Great (yeah right) Clips. I walk in, the usual routine - and am greeted by a nice lady who askes for my "Phon...
Posted by Flesh Machine [bunny] on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:20:00 PST