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MelViN SmILEy

My hope carries me and My heart leads me.

About Me

My name is Mel. I am the one who stands and says a few words at a party about the people who will be there. I am the teddy bear. I am tan and italin. I am imature until its serious. I love The moon and the stars. and the sunsets. lol. ok name it and yeah i'll learn to love it.Get your layout at layoutsportal.com

My Interests

Pretty much if its got music i've got intrest. That and movies. O and hockey cant forget hockey. Sergi Federov i want a rematch. lol

I'd like to meet:

Abu Marzook

Music:

Anything really. I love torturing my friends with a little country though thats fun. I dont have a favortie kind of music. Jake is teaching me to play the guitar right now and what we sing and create so far there is no one genre for it. I love being able to sing anything though.

Heroes:

My father.

My Blog

greatest night ever

if you want to be included give me a call and we'll come get you. ha
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 05:14:00 PST

it comes down to fear

Fear, it takes the strongest man to do what he wants but at the same time take the risk to face all of his fears. I want to face them. I want to make it. I dont want to be the one who gets put aside f...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:12:00 PST

Ways to keep me here. lol

So my friend from work told me that she would buy me a tattoo if i stayed here instead of leaving for cali, as much as i want to go it is smarter to stay here. She said she would buy me one for chirst...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 05:36:00 PST

Bye yall

    Because of past and recent event i have come to the realization that there is never a need to stay in one place. I have come up with a plan. I am going to get another job save money...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 05:28:00 PST

Anyone else miss having fun

I dont really have anything in particular to write. just blabber. Im just frustraded with life. Frustraded with hypericritical people. Done with people who pretend to change but dont. I'm tired of liv...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 08:11:00 PST

all i got to say

Is patientce may be a vertue but it is one of the hardest things in the world to have to live with. same dreams same hopes same love all in the same place. but we must wait to get there. LOL WHYYYYYYY...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:34:00 PST

So i lied

I can think of one other thing that i want more then leaving. lol. so i lied leaving isnt the only thing that sounds fun.
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:08:00 PST

Y is it that leaving is the only thing that sounds fun.

    so living around today. finding so much i love, but what is this whole feeling of uncertainty? Why is it that no matter what i do i feel as if i dont belong. Even to those i am clos...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

Happiness pssh its for backstabbers

Anyone else feel like laying down and giving up?
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 08:16:00 PST

Love.

27% of people in America get married because they are in love. Only 27%. That means that 73% arnt in love when they get married. What happens is they find something they love about the person. and the...
Posted by MelViN SmILEy on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:04:00 PST