Im Ashlynnâ„¢

I’m proud of whom I am today, and no one’s going to be able to change that. I’m not perfect; I’m not everything a guy wants for in his life. I’m an average girl. But, the difference about is that, I don’t put up with your guys bullshit, I live my own life and not follow the rules, I take every moment of my life to thank the people who made me who I am today, without them I’d be nothing of what I am now.

First off, I’m Ashlynn Mare Francis. I am born and raised in La Crosse, Wisconsin. I’m glad I was raised here, my grandparents are the only people I can really trust in my life, they helped my teenage mother raise me, they are the reason, I’m here. My grandmother is my best friend, my 2nd mom, and something that no one will be able to ever replace. My grandfather is my father, my big brother, my idol, and most of the most important guy in my life. I don’t know what I would do without them in my life, I don’t think I could ever take the pain of them leaving this world. My friends are one of the reasons why I wake up and school, but there’s another reason, and he knows who he is. <3

It’s funny how most people don’t take me serious until I turn my back, and say fuck you. There been a lot of people that have come running back and said sorry. I have many sides to me; it just depends on my mood, and the people I’m with. When I’m with people I have known for ever, I’m completely different then how I am with people I first me. I’m the shy girl in the corner, and it takes me months just to trust one person. My step-father Shaun, had to want 1 ½ for me to actually warm up to him, I just don’t trust people. But, as of today Shaun is like my father, since my dad was walked in and out of my life. I can go to him and tell him anything, and not have to worry about someone else finding out, and then ruin my life. And I want to take time to thank him for everything he has really done for me, I have no idea how I would ever be able to repaid him.

Just because I may look pretty, doesn’t mean anything, Looks are not important the personality of someone is the key point in life. You don’t want no back stabbing asshole as your best friend just because they look amazing, you have to learn to love someone for whom they are; not what you want them to be. I’ve had many chances in my life to mature faster then other girls, My mom has put me threw a lot in the past, between moving around state, putting me threw things little children should not be able to see/hear. Her having new guys coming over and staying the night. But no matter what I will always love my mother with my whole heart, she’s always been there for me, even if she had no money for me. I’ve learned not to become a slut, to have self respect. I will not sell my body off to anyone, I want to make love to the person I really care about, not some random AID infected guy off the streets. I’m scared to find true love; I’m scared I will not be good enough to hold anyone in my arms for a life time to come.

I’m not living in a fashion world, or a perfection world, I’m living on planet earth. It’s not my runway, nor is it my time to show off. I don’t want to have my name written out on big bulletin letters like most of you dream of; I’d rather be a small town city girl, that lives for the adventures not the perfections. I’m all around a really nice and caring girl. All you really have to do, it show the same respect back. I hate putting myself in words; I don’t really think anyone as enough words in the human vocabulary to describe them. No one sucks at life, everyone has a reason for living, just wait for the time to come, I promise you’ll be happy. Fyi; what’s the point of dating someone for there looks, they grow old, hair falls out, turns grayish white, everyone get wrinkles, and they look like giant prunes. But yet, I can be a real bitch and just tell you how I feel, I can be stuck-up, and self conceited. Most of you can probably till, I’m a model, Part-time. I used to do it a lot when I was younger but I have a life and I need to focus on other things first. Well. Have fun, and get to know me.