I was raised by my grandmother, who couldn't escape the ways of the "old world"; and my mother, who can't escape the dream world. I had several brothers and sisters, and a new "dad" every couple of years. Despite what one may think, I'm actually a very independant person. I like to be on my own alot, and am often trapped inside my own mind. I set pretty high expectations for myself, and the people around me. I also have fairly "high ideals," so I end up being disappointed alot. Many of my friends say that I am a pessimist, to which I reply that I am merely a realist. Hahaha, but I guess that's what all pessimists say. I've also been called paranoid, to which I oft reply that I just have a healthy respect for the bad things in life. But, again, I guess that's what all paranoid people say.
I am loud, unapologetic, and rash. I do what I want, how I want, when I want, with whom I want. No one, and no thing can stop me. No regrets. No apologies. I have a hard time dealing with stupid people. I may not be the best looking guy in the world, but I will openly tell you that I am fucking brilliant, and that you are stupid [provided of course, that you are stupid]. I can't stand liars. If you ask me something, I promise not only to answer it, but to tell the truth. Nothing is too personal to me. I will ask you anything, and bring things up, even if they make you uncomfortable. I am extremely protective of my friends. I am not afraid to hurt you. You pull some shit, and best believe, it's going down. But.... if you are nice to me... I can be your best friend. I will show you kindness, affection, and compassion. I don't plan things very well for long-term projects, and have instead evolved to solve every problem on my feet.
The first thing people usually notice about me is my eyes, and my voice. Most people hear me singing, or yelling, or laughing REALLY loud. If they see me close up, they see my eyes, which change color.
The six things I could never do without: Sex. Masturbating. Books. Art. Music. Chinese food.
I spend a lot of time thinking about: The stories I am writing, sex, money, lack of money, lyrics, which color to use in my next painting, a cool outfit for a character of mine. Food.
On a typical Friday night I am: Chilling with my friend Lindz, chillin' in the cemetery, smoking pot, and singing together.
The most private thing I am willing to admit here: Blood is a turn on.[code]
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