CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3

About Me

hi. my name's carly. if you don't like me, i'm sorry. there's nothing i can do about it. everyone has their own opinions about me. if it's negative, i really don't care to hear it. i have an amazing boyfriend who i love more than life itself. his name is judd. i'ma shy kinda girl if i don't know you. singing is my passion and my life. i sing every chance i get. i'm the kind of girl that has like 10 best friends. and they all mean the world to me. i hate being alone. i get bored very easily.
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My Interests

Heroes:

my sister sara. we've both made some bad choices in life, but she helps me get out of them. she believes in me. i used to think i'd never be able to achieve my dreams, but she made me realize that i can. i miss her like crazy. i hate missouri, because it stole her from me. she's my best friend, and i love her so much.

My Blog

watch me fall. (song.) not finished.

you swore that i was safe, so i gave you my hands. i started dreaming dreams and making plans. and then you whispered, 'it's just me and you, babe.' but then you crushed my dreams becaus...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:06:00 PST

sooo not finished.. i remember. (song.)

so, this isn't finished yet, but just tell me if you like it or not. thanks. =] you were the one who'd make my fears disappear. now that you're gone, i'm drowning in my tears. and you were the ...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:43:00 PST

take it back. (song.)

as i lay in the dark i watch the rain fall down.. it was then i decided, i'm taking it all back now. you say i'm here forever and you say there's noone better. but you play me like a deck ...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:36:00 PST

wonderful way to start the new year.

i am finally taking everyone's advice. i'm finished. it's finally over. and i couldn't be happier....
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:22:00 PST

please stop.

why does this always happen to me? someone please tell me what i'm doing wrong. the past FOUR RELATIONSHIPS i have been in resulted in my crying over a boy. and the fourth one resulted in me crying ov...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

with hearts involved, there's way too much to lose.

why is it that everytime i think of him, my stomach gets all weird? like a sick/tickling feeling? especially when i don't want him to have that power over me. because that means he could hurt me. i'm ...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:52:00 PST

it's official.

i hate him. and i'm finally moving on.
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 06:48:00 PST

Do you ever wonder..

...if someone misses you? I am.
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:47:00 PST

not quite so destroyed anymore.

so, i've talked to my youth pastor and some girls in my youth group. and i somehow feel a lot better. it still hurts, and i know it will for a long time. but i'm going to be okay. i know i am. and who...
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 08:06:00 PST

i'm destroyed.

it's over. i want to die. i haven't stopped crying for 2 days. right now, i WISH i could die of a broken heart.
Posted by CarlyAliene[r.i.p. patrick.]<3 on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 09:18:00 PST