WHERE IS LOVE? |
When I was in high school, I studied piano for a couple of semesters. The problem was we didnt own a piano, so my practice time was severely limited. The only song I could play well was Where is Love... Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 17:08:00 GMT |
PRAYERS ANSWERED |
God's loving mercy never ceases to amaze me. A couple of weeks ago, when I filmed the HBO test with Michel Negroponte, I really thought I had ruined everything with my poor performance. I was feelingĀ ... Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:55:00 GMT |
FATHERLY TRIGGERS |
One of my many mental health diagnoses is posttraumatic stress disorder. It's a result of childhood abuse, crime victimization, sex industry exploitation, and some very bad relationships. Every day I ... Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:01:00 GMT |
MY RESPONSE TO JEFF BOOTH (ROUND 2) |
Jeff Booth, a man who has a pro-porn internet radio show, has once again made comments about me. This time it was on his March 15th, 2009 broadcast. Below is my response.******************************... Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 19:43:00 GMT |
SAY A LITTLE PRAYER (PLEASE) |
Yesterday, Michel Negroponte filmed a test of me to send to HBO. Previously, he had spoken to one of the HBO powers-that-be and they were interested enough to ask for a few minutes of footage. The pro... Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 17:16:00 GMT |
FANTASY DADDY |
If I had lunch with my "Fantasy Daddy," oh my, what a different lunch it be&************************************************As soon as Daddy arrives, we give each other a big, loving hug. Tears well u... Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 06:40:00 GMT |
HOW MANY TIMES CAN A FATHER REJECT A DAUGHTER DURING THE COURSE OF A RUSHED LUNCH? |
I wonder how many times I felt rejected during my final meeting with my father&ONE: I hugged my father and felt no emotion in return from him, even though we hadn't seen each other in five years.TWO: ... Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 05:39:00 GMT |
IF I CAN DREAM |
My father is terminally ill with kidney cancer. It has spread to his liver. He also has a form of leukemia called myelodyplastic syndrome. Hes receiving weekly treatments to prolong his life. Last Fr... Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 10:42:00 GMT |
A SAFE PLACE |
Im starting a new psychotherapy and my counselor asked me to imagine a "safe place"a moment or time in my life when I felt completely safe. I couldnt because Ive never felt that secure with anyone... Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 20:05:00 GMT |
CHILD OF THE LIE |
Last night I had a dream. In it, I was outside and saw a dog--a big dog with light curly fur, which was very dirty and matted. He was limping and had an injured eye. The dog was wimpering. Most people... Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 09:56:00 GMT |