J@CK!E♥

My heart is mostly open to my friends. I love to give of myself, and money is no object for me. in fact, i hate money. i wish we all lived on a sharing-crops basis. i fantisize the idea of everyone in my neighborhood knowing eachother, and being able to walk into open houses anytime. I seek a place where people are no longer self-seeking, and can enjoy others' company rather than being alone and secluded. I hope for a day that everyone knows their greatness and self-worth, and that their place on this earth is with specified meaning. That the joy one has to offer another, is cherished and recognizable as though no one else can offer such joy or laughter. Where each person counts and when every moment matters, that is how i want life to be recognized.
However, today ...I loath being at home... not because of the people there, but because it is there, that i am ordered to doing chores and subject to work alone. i enjoy work, thats not the issue.I merely enjoy team-work and partnership. i, furthermore, love work that results in great outcomes. even if it takes hours of labor to do the detailed work, i'll put in all the time required for perfection. however, i'll admit, at the things i dont care for, i tend to give up easily. I do find motivation in others who own a strong care for a particular subject, which i consequently develope a care for.
There are so many things that i want, or really NEED, accomplished in my life... but for now... i'll consider "containing true happiness" as being of most significance.
i just turned 20! Sukkaaaaaaa! lol