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About Me

Most friends just call me Gille. If you haven't heard it being pronounced, you'll probably butcher it. More about me... I love devotees. I like to listen to people talk about thier thoughts. I fancy myself an observer. Communication with others is hard for me. If I am listening to a conversation, I will rarely chime in, or I'll just talk to someone who seems bored with the conversation. I don't sleep well at night. I moved back in with the parents a while back. I've had my share of troubles. I hate it when you first hang out with someone and you feel as though you're being evaluated to see if you fit in to the other person's category of people they'd like to associate with. I find myself wanting someone accepting to talk to. I'm bored or nervous most of the day. I like people who are instantly comfortable with you when they meet you, like they've known you forever. Any questions? :)Oh, you can catch a podcast of some dicussions and things on my podcast here . I also bought a domain name and hosting while I was bored, just on a whim, and it has no real purpose, but you can look into that here , but again don't expect much.

My Interests

Friends and Figuring out my interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like be myself meeting myself for the first time.

Music:

Kirtan. Everthing mainstream or not(almost)is listenable, nothing else jumps into the mind right off the bat.

Movies:

Garden State, fight club, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, Waiting, A Scanner Darkly, Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny, anything that plays with my head or makes me laugh really.

Television:

House and some other random stuff.

Books:

Im a skimmer unless something is rediculously good, which isn't often.

Heroes:

Anyone who does better in life than me. So chances are you.

My Blog

Desire from within a paper cup.

Expression and emotion become the hardest thing for him to give to another. Creeping up and out of his throat he swollows it all back in, never letting it escape. He thinks to destroy these words of f...
Posted by Gi||e on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 11:10:00 PST

IT SUCKS

Life is a never ending sucksathon that is here to torment you until you die. Well, material life. Man, the day I just had... words can't describe. All I can say is that if you're gunna work, know...
Posted by Gi||e on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:00:00 PST

Late night feelings an thoughts

Oh, yeah, this isn't actually supposed to be read. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a depressed person trying to find my purpose in this world. I'm grabbing at just about anything I can to try and...
Posted by Gi||e on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:30:00 PST

"...SEVERE ulnar nerve compromise..."

A week or two ago I had an EMG & nerve connduction study done. So, the doctors office called yesterday (i think it was yesterday) and indicated that I have severe cubital tunnel syn...
Posted by Gi||e on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 04:17:00 PST

Life is good

So, it’s 11:23 and I’m tired, as usual and decided to write a little, if even just for myself. For a long time now I’ve been feeling like I’ve been asleep in life&rsq...
Posted by Gi||e on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:45:00 PST

Bored and depressed

So, not waking up today has thrown me for a loop. I'm feeling like I've missed out on the weekend and some other things and am bored to the point I almost want to just go wander the streets aimlessly....
Posted by Gi||e on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:17:00 PST

Note to self

You're a big ass sissy. Toughen the hell up. :) I just realized that I've got it way to easy. I need to take some initiative and do something productive instead of complaining all the time....
Posted by Gi||e on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 03:57:00 PST

tired and shit

Well here I am finding myself really tired and I have to get up in the morning to go see a doctor before work. I'm feeling the urge to be creative.. but I just can't really do anything right now.. its...
Posted by Gi||e on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 11:28:00 PST

just sayin im tired.

Tired way tooo much. who gave me the tired disease? set up a visit with the doc my other docs dumped me off on for the 7th. I hope he's not a dick. nobody is at work.. they havent been all week. there...
Posted by Gi||e on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 08:54:00 PST

thoughts and updates

So, went to the doctors today, she still thinks I should be on a stimulant she mentioned adderall, and concerta. the other doctor agrees that i have some sort of ADD thing going on, but he doesnt...
Posted by Gi||e on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 07:30:00 PST