to start things off, yes i do believe in a thing called love. i also believe in the idea of peace. i’ve never experienced either of these in their truest senses, but i hope to someday. i am a shy person, and i can be really hard to get to know. but once you get your foot in the door, i'll let you in. i can be guarded, so don't push me. the thing is, i'm pretty easy going most of the time. i'm the kinda girl that just sits back with her diet pepsi and lays stax and watches a movie all by herself on a friday night. don't feel bad, i like personal nights every once in a while.
the haters. the assholes. the people out to get you. the whiners. the people that cheat you. the people who pretend to be your friend. those who are purposely rude. those who purposely lie. the hypicritical. the greedy. the deceiving. the people who don't appreciate you. obviously, they aren't worth your time. i have a tendency to be able to give great advice, but have an extremely hard time following it. i forgive far too easily, but i never forget. even though i don't believe you'll ever change, i'll always give you another chance.
it's true. whoever you are, there you are. if people don't like it, fuck them. you don't always have to go with the flow, make the world stare in awe because you did something tremendously stupid. have fun. laugh. live. i try not to sweat the small stuff, but sometimes i buckle to stress. but that's life i guess. the truth about me? i have a passion for horseback riding, reading and writing. i'm smart, and i know it. i like taking pictures, memories mean everything to me. no matter what, there will always be a happy memory there to bring me up when i'm down. i love going to movie theatres, or just snuggling up with friends on the couch to watch movies at home. i like makeup, but i don't wear it very often; sidenote- black eyeliner rocks my world. wearing jeans is fab, but my pj pants are the most comfy. music, movies, and books are my escapes from this small town life. i absolutely love cruising and belting my favorite music to the steering wheel. the full moon gives me hope for some reason. stargazing is calming to me. i'm a hopeless romantic.
if i do find a guy that makes me happy, he'll make me happy for a lot of reasons (or so i hope). i tend to trip pretty easy. i like cuddling and fun kisses just as well as hot, passionate make out sessions. i like someone who isn't afraid to hold my hand or kiss me when other people are around. who will go to the mall with me and go into one of those photobooths, or into a dressing room for a lil bit of innocent fun. who will stand up for me, but never desert his friends for me. i wouldn't have to be your number one in everything, and i shouldn't be. but i'd like to be your number one and only girl. i wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear and cuddles up next to when its cold. he'll be the one who comes up behind me, wraps his arms around my waist, catches me off guard and whispers 'you look beautiful;' for no reason at all. oh, and i like cowboys and babyfaces. tehe.
screaming helps me relieve stress. but so does talking. unfortunately, i tend to bottle things up and hide them away and try to act like i'm ok. i rarely succeed. i'm also a really good listener. i adore edgar allen poe and william shakespeare's works. i am a fan of musicals. i like alcohol, but it doesn't make or break my night. food makes me happy; especially bagels, lefse, chinese, (but not together). the ace of spades is my favorite card, for no particular reason. technology is my friend, and i usually have my cell phone with me at all times. i couldn't live without my computer. image manipulation is a hobby. i like lillies and roses and all sorts of other flowers as long as they smell good and aren't carnations. razor blades interest me, but i'm not emo. everything is more beautiful in the rain. plus fresh rain smells good. dancing in the rain is a lot of fun. i don't have a religion, but i do support and believe in the science of evolution. my favorite animals are turtles, horses, and canines (dogs and wolves). cats are ok. ponies are cute. my first pets name was buddy, and he was the best dog you could ask for. now i've got ace, the smartest dumb dog i've ever met. Buddy was a black lab, and so is ace. therefore, i'm a real sucker for labs. i plan on owning a great dane, a doberman, a pitbull,at the very least someday. i collect stuffed animals.
i'm not one who trusts easily. but a pinkie promise means the world to me. i've been making them as long as i can remember with my sister, and i know it always hurt the most when one was broken. so if i make you a pinkie promise, i mean business
so you see, there's a lot to me, and you've just gotten a taste of it now. wanna take a bite? here's my contacts, if you wanna get off myspace for once.
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if you want my cell, you'll have to message me for it.
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