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November -
ASH TREE (the Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.
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Where to start? Well, my name is Caleb but I often go by my middle name JT. Anyway I'm 23, and living with my girl of 4 years. We're not sure about marriage or anything yet. But we have now and I guess thats all that should matter right? I go to college and I have a job but I still don't know what I really want to do. I was trying out The Marine Corps for a bit which was my dream for a long time, but I had things to deal with first, and had to quit.
One thing I can say. I'm not much of a talker but I am a listener. I always welcome anyone who has an issue on their mind to tell me about it. I've learned that taking a few moments out of your life to listen to someone else can change yourself.
I like to have a good time, chill and just hang out. I lift weights and play a little Basket B but not much lately. I like to draw, I have some work that I plan to put up eventually. I watch ALOT of movies, I like getting lost in them at times. I listen to music just about everyday as well.
But I'm just someone who is reserved and hard to understand at times I guess. But if I had to explain some things about me I would start with my past. Lets just say I've had my baggage and problems. Everyone does at some point I guess. I'll admit I've mistreated people in my life for no other reason than I thought I had been given a shitty deal. It's taken a few years but things have finally started to get sorted. The only thing I can say is "thank you" to those who've helped me and "I'm sorry" to those I pushed away.
---There is so much I want to say but can't find the words...but truthfully if I could think of a few things to say it would be that..life is simple...we just tend to complicate the hell out of it without realizing it...and theres so much we take for granted as well. If there are people in your life don't push them away. Through good and bad they help shape you and your life. Don't worry about what "might be" or "had been", but concentrate on the "what is". Also, don't be hatin on people you don't know or have no idea about...that person is probably deeper than you can ever come to realize. But most of all...no matter what has happened the only person in control is you.
You have one life, one chance, you take it, and you value it...
