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Karma. Coming soon

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About Me

I'm just a guy in this world looking for a piece of mind, though sometimes I think I should be looking for the whole thing (more than just a piece) because sometimes I feel like I have lost my entire mind. This world drives me crazy sometimes but every time that happens I manage to make it to the next good thing in life. My mom passed away in 1997 when I was 18 and my dad passed away in February 2006 when I was 27. I didn't get my license until I was 19 . My parents wouldn't let me because I was too hyper. They were right. I don't do things just because it's "the thing to do" I didn't drink alcohol until I was 23 . I've never smoked a cigarette.I'm easygoing, I don't ask much from people except just to be honest and be upfront about everything but apparently, that is too much to ask. I don't like games. If I want to play games, I will play NHL 2K7 on an Xbox360. I fucking love music. I play guitar. I can ice skate but I don't do it too often. I bowl sometimes. I use lighter balls so I can fling them down the lane. I bowl for speed sometimes and not soup (which is usually why I'll lose haha) I rarely ever "lose my cool" I can get mad but I don't get out of control. Theres only a few buttons you can push to make me actually get mad and I won't tell you what they are, but if you push them, you will know. I try to live my life and have fun day to day while maintaining my responsibilities but people make that hard. So many people have a warped understanding on what this life is all about. I only have a few real friends but I will say that instead of pretending I have a whole bunch. To me, no matter how bad life might be, living reality is way more important than living a lie (timmmy!!!). I would rather live an okay life and know its for real than to pretend life was something it's not and living a lie (timmmmmy!!!) I've got ADHD. It's gotten alot better since I was younger but It's still there. I talk too fast. I type too fast. I eat at Applebees way too often. I hate being misunderstood. Not understood I'm okay with, but misunderstood drives me insane especially when someone thinks something bad about me that isn't true. I work on cars alot but only because I have no better way to spend my time sometimes (sad huh?) I blame the shitty people in this world. But hey, nobody can keep me down for long. Not even people who lie about stuff and try to pawn the blame off to their innocent friends... I am not here to change my life and meet Mrs. Right or anything corny like that but I am here to make friends so if I seem at all interesting to you, send me a message. If you want to know what kind of music I am into, look on my #1 friend, Randicular. It's my music myspace account. I've listed it all there.

My Interests

I wish I had a dollar for all the times somebody told me "Everything's gonna be alright."

I'd like to meet:

I'd love to meet this guy --
200 Questions of Randicular Fun
Full Name: Randy Alan
Birthday: January 30th, 1979
Birthplace: Somerville, NJ
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'8
Weight: 170
Right handed or Left handed?: Depends what I'm doing.. Mostly left handed though
Your Heritage: Italian German
My Worst Habit: A D D!!
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius. Water anyone?
Shoe Size: 9 1/2
Pants Size: 34/32
Innie or Outie?: innie
Parents Still Together?: Yes, but they are not here with me.
The Shoes You Wore Today: White Ones
Your Weakness: cold
Your Fears: only living half a life
Your Perfect Pizza: plain
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: a job with longevity
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: "what time is it?"
Your Best Physical Feature: I never look at myself so I don't know
Your Bedtime: Whenever all my shit is done for the day
Your Most Missed Memory: being a kid, learning about new things and being ahead of my time. Somehow I've went from ahead to fallen behind
MY FAVORITES
Favorite color?: Blue
Food?: Tortelini with carbonara :)~
Sport?: HOCKEY!
Animal?: Ostrich
Ice Cream?: Mint I guess?
Candy?: Butta finga
Store?: Walmart. They have everything. Even 90 yr old Annie patrol for loss prevention. Gotta love that
Salad Dressing?: I don't even eat salad
Actor?: Robert Deniro. He is the man
Song?: Anything by RATT
Letter?: Man.
Number?: 12
Gum?: yes please?
Holiday?: Christmas
Season?: Spring
Toothpaste Flavor?: I don't concentrate on the taste. I brush my teeth and get it done!
Radio Station?: I don't listen to the radio. MP3's have spoiled me
Perfume?: umm. I am not fic!!
Scent besides perfume?: My Cologne
Body part on the opposite sex?: The sides. They are always ticklish
FRIENDS AND LIFE
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: A guy with a good job
How Do You Want To Die?: with memories of a full liven life behind me
Turn ons: Smiles
Turn offs: Anti-smiles
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: Nobody can even come close lol
Who's The Loudest?: Goro. "THAT BE ALL!" @ KFC lol
Who Makes You Laugh The Most?: all my friends take turns with that title
Who Have You Known The Longest?: Daryl
Who's The Shyist?: umm... I dunno? none of my friends are shy to me
When Have You Cried The Most?: A long time ago. I was a kid. It was probably over somethin stupid I'll bet
What Is The Best Feeling In The World?: Spending time at something and coming out of it successfully, knowing it wasn't all just a waste of time.
Worst Feeling?: getting fuct over
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?: I woudn't mind staying near Hillsborough
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?: That i would talk slower more often so people can actually understand what i am saying when I talk
How Long Do You Think You'll Live?: As long as I can
FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Let's walk on the: Boardwalk
Let's look at the: Starrs
What a nice: Day!
Where did all the: good music go?
Why can't we: all get along?
Silly, little: This one is dumb
Isn't it weird that: I'm doing one of these?
Never under any circumstance: will I give up on what I believe in
I wish: I was a fish
Everyone has a: secret
I am: Me
HAVE YOU EVER
Been In Love?: I thought I was on my way but didn't even end up with a friend out of the deal. Go figure. Thats some gangster shit right there
Been To Juvie?: nope
Mooned Someone?: Apologies go out to Greg and Cook. Actually I take it back, I'm not sorry, I would do it again, that was funny. Look out!! Or should I say, maybe don't look.. hehe
Been Rejected?: Nope. Never asked = never got the shaft.
Ran Away From Home?: Nope
Pictured Your Crush Naked?: No I never crushed. I was such a weird kid. There were girls I liked but I never talked to them so I never got to know them enough to crush. Girls like guys with nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills and computer hacking skills. I didn’t have those. Well I had 1 out of 3 but that wasn’t good enough. Napoleon was right!
Skipped School?: Yeah.
Thought About Suicide?: Thought yes. Never considered it though. Big difference
Slept Outside?: yeah
Laughed So Hard You Cried?: ohh yeah
Cried In School?: no
Thrown Up In School?: LOL yeah
Wanted To Be a Model?: No
Cheated On Someone?: nope
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?: yeah.. Salami + High School = funny
Seen A Dead Body?: yeah
Been Bitched Out?: I guess
Drank Alcohol?: Yeah. Not until I was 23 though
Smoked?: never tried
Been On Drugs?: prescription yeah
Eaten Sushi?: Nope
Been On Stage?: Yeah
Gone Skinny Dipping?: Nope
Shoplifted?: yeah
Been Drunk?: Yeah. Walking sideways is fun
Been Called A Tease?: nope
Been Beaten Up?: yeah
DO YOU
Swear?: Yeah
Sing Well?: No. But that doesn't stop me
Shower Daily?: Yes
Want To Go To College?: I've thought about trying it
Want To Get Married?: Someday
Believe In Yourself?: Most of the time
Get Motion Sickness?: No
Think You Are Attractive?: I think I am average
Get Along With Your Parents?: Everybody gets along with me
Like Thunderstorms?: Sure
Play An Instrument?: Yeah, Geeee-tar
Own An IPOD?: nope. Kenwood Keg :D
Pray?: Not regularly
Go To Church?: No
Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: if I can't find my pillow I'll sleep with the Bitch Bear
Keep A Journal/Diary?: nope. But I should, shouldn't I?
Dance In The Rain?: nope
Sing In The Shower?: Sometimes
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King?: Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates?: depends on the people and situation. usually single though
Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries?: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies?: Meat
TV or Movie?: Movie
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar
Adidas or Nike?: Adidas
Chinese or Mexican?: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes?: Cheerios. I dig my pajamamas hehe
Cake or Pie?: Cake
MTV or VH1?: MTV
Blind or Deaf?: Deaf
Boxers or Briefs?: Briefs. I need a holster lol
CAN YOU
Do The Splits?: Not completely but I can come close
Write With Both Hands?: Yeah but one looks better than the other
Whistle?: Yeah
Blow A Bubble?: Yep
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?: Yep yep
Cross Your Eyes?: I never tried
Walk With Your Toes Curled?: Sure
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?: Yeah if I put it there
Dance?: Not really
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?: Yeah
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
You Touched: Gizmo (the dog)
You Talked To On The Phone: Jessica
You Instant Messaged: Jessica
You Hugged: Jessica
You Yelled At: This computer about 5 minutes ago
You Played A Sport With: My friends at Milltown Rd for hockey
WHAT'S THE LAST
Time You Laughed?: an hour ago when I was chasing the dog around with his squeaky toy
Time You Cried?: I really don't remember... I hardly ever cry.. I have my own ways to deal with tough situations
Movie You Watched?: Clerks 2. Only lasted 5 minutes though haha barely long enough to see the store burn down
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?: Big Red Cinnamon
Joke You Told?: I told my friends how I thought I met a decent girl. Later I found out that was a joke
Song You've Sung?: Amber Pacific - Save Me From Me
RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT
Where Are You?: In my bed
What Can You See Out Your Window?: Grass
Are You Listening To Music?: Yeah
What Are You Wearing?: My Cheerios pajamamamas. I told you I dig them!
What's On Your Mousepad?: I don't have one
BELIEFS
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Not really
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes and no. Mixed feelings
Magic?: No
Love at first sight?: No.
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yeah he's an ass
Ghosts?: Not the kind in the movies
Santa?: yeah hehehe
Evolution?: Yep
IN A BOY...
Fav Eye Color: Fic!
Fav Hair Color: Fic!
Short or Long Hair: Fic!
Height: Fic!
Weight: Fic!
Best Clothing Style: Fic!
RANDOM
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?: I dunno... Give me ideas. I wanna visit somewhere where people aren’t full of shit. In fact lets skip the visit and move me in
Number Of CD's I Own: A crapload but they are somewhere in a tote hehe
Your Good Luck Charm: Myself
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1 or 2. Depends how many i can find when I'm going to sleep
Do you drink milk?: Sometimes
Person You Hate Most: I don't really hate people.
Most Outdated Phrase: Yall come back now, ya heer?
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: Somewhere else.
How many rings until you answer the phone?: Depends how far it is from me
What is something scientists need to invent?: Truth Serum
Are you a health freak?: Not a freak but I like to be healthy
Are you a virgin?: no
If you could travel into space, where would you go?: into space. lol!
What is the worst weather?: Cold and rainy
Did you play with Barbies as a child?: No. I played with electronics, wires and batteries and juiced myself a few times by accident. Hardly barbie-like activity!
How many grades have you failed?: None

Music:

www.gettage.com/tscover

Heroes:

NOT Enrique Iglesias

My Blog

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