"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely 'cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true." - Grey's Anatomy
I'm happy with the way things are at the moment. It's not perfect but at least I'm not unhappy. From this moment onwards, I will dedicate everything I do to being happy and I don't care about what other people think, as long as I'm happy and not hurting anyone with my actions. To quote a dear friend: "it really is about personal pleasure. or personal fulfillment. do what makes you happy. that's how life should be, shouldn't it. hedonism is selfish. but oh so good." ;)
