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♥MaryEllen♥

There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to

About Me


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I'm mental, bitchy and demanding but I will love you like you have never been loved before. I enjoy making people happy but sometimes turn psycho because I am sick of being a doormat.
I'm spoiled and sometimes shallow but did you ever think that it might be a front so you can't get too close? If I let you in and make you my everything I will have nothing when you leave.
I'm sorry if you think I'm crazy but I have the soul of an artist. I would rather give up my sanity than my dream. If I can make but one person feel through my art then I have fulfilled my purpose.
I may not talk much but what I do say is important...if only to me. If you really want to know what's on my mind or how I feel look into my eyes...they always tell the truth.
I spend a lot of time alone but that doesn't mean I don't have friends. That's when I think...that's when I cry. I'm not as strong as you think I am. I have to pretend to be so you don't fall apart.
Don't overlook me, don't push me down, don't brand me wth your labels. There are many sides to me and I reserve the right to express them at any given time. This doesn't make me schizophrenic...it makes me human.
I'd rather be your nightmare than not in your dreams at all. Are you brave enough to love me....?
-Maryelinn

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Reconsidering Rosie

For a long time I couldn't stand Rosie O'Donnell. For those of you who enjoy accusing someone of being small minded or homophobic, allow me to say that my dislike for her had nothing to do with t...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:43:00 PST

Generation Procrastination

It's not a secert that my life has been messed up since late November. It started off slowly and then snowballed into a gigantic beast. I have procured the means by which to clean it up...all that's l...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 09:06:00 PST

I Would Like Your Opinion....

Scott and I are rewnewing our wedding vows in an actual ceremony in December. What do you think of my profile song? I have been thinking about having this play as everyone walks down the aisle, myself...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:56:00 PST

Apology

I would like to take the time to say I'm sorry to Stephanie. She went out of her way to write me a very kind email asking what was wrong and I didn't get a chance to write back. Sometimes it's hard fo...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 08:55:00 PST

The Answer...Perhaps?

I think part of my troubles are over....at least I'm pretty sure. (thank you Jolene) As for the rest of it....I have done a lot of serious thinking and I believe I found a solution that I never though...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:18:00 PST

Jolene....

Thank you......you always seem to know exactly what I need. In this case....a hot pink antique hat. Sorry about not opening up to you sooner. It's not that I didn't want to or that I didn't trust you....
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:45:00 PST

Can't Bring Myself To Light This Fuse

It took everything I had to take down my last profile song but this new one deserves it. It's beautiful....and fitting. But not in the way you think it is. I bring you...... Rock Star Supernova Can't ...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:01:00 PST

The Truth And Nothing But The Truth

27 SECRETS ABOUT YOURSELF1. WHAT DOES YOUR MYSPACE NAME MEAN? It means that I finally know what needs done, I'm okay with it and it will happen soon enough.2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN? In ...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 08:26:00 PST

Breaking The Habit

Breaking The Habit by: Linkin Park Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:55:00 PST

Stuff To Keep My Mind Company

Don't ANSWER the questions. Finish the sentence, as if you wrote them yourself. Some may be uncomfortable, but you'll manage. 1. I've come to realize that my last kiss....should have really been my la...
Posted by ♥MaryEllen♥ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:34:00 PST