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'you can love two person at the same time but never at the same degree'***

About Me

"Some say Im so CHILDISH ; some say Im impatient". Well its true, but what can I do? Its my nature. At my age I want to experience more things about life. While Im on my way to my adolescence, I wanna be with someone who will care for me and love me, and I'll do the same things for him/her. In some other ways, Im a very somber person (but Im a critic with every thing that I observe). Im a quiet type (if we both dont know each other well). For now, Im very happy with what I have in terms of relationships. Hopefully we'll both work things out. I'm a very expressive person and most of the time, showy (Im so transparent). Once you feel that Im keeping a little distance, you should know that "nagtatampo ako." I never get mad at a person (Im just naiinis). I'm hoping that somehow I'll find my special someone whos loving, caring, endearing, understanding, and can promise to love me for all, for in eternity there is no death (Oooppssss! Too serious) I really want to express my love or should I say affection for a person in BED... for we all know, most of us express our love through it. Masaya , magulo ang buhay ng tao. So what, man is the one who is responsible for whatever happens in his life. Once in my life there is this HUMAN whom I really learned love back. He taught me how to love (a love that's for real) but one time I made a fucking mistake. He never listened to me, and he left me. For a change, I should know my mistakes so the next time I fall, I will not make that the same mistake again....
my Other side..
i have a boring life. im a loner but im not avoiding anyones counsel or company. im open. i accepts criticisms. i accept mistakes. i hate those people who stares at me. dont know why but it makes me uncomportable. and i dont like smokers. a big turn-off. i know u dont care but i care and u dont care. omg. but neway u can talk to me anytime. u can ask me anything. u can bring me anywhere. no limitations. no exceptions. all is fair. orayt?! ;) so u betta watch out im gonna be a star. lolx

My Interests

don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Dwin Belaras
Birthday: october 29. 1986
Birthplace: Manila
Current Location: Caloocan at Fort Balagtas...lolz
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: right.....ryt?
Your Heritage: Filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today: This is not a shoes..
Your Weakness: hauz namin....gusto ko lagi ako nasa labas..
Your Fears: moooomoooooo.......
Your Perfect Pizza: with chilli on top...hot cheese and lots of red and green pepper....with hot sause pa pala...ndi pa yata nagagawa yun...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hayzzz..masyadongm marami
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ganun?
Thoughts First Waking Up: asl pls...
Your Best Physical Feature: butt
Your Bedtime: 7:00 am
Your Most Missed Memory: myx mo 2005
Pepsi or Coke: R.C lolz....coke chempre..
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mascardo Burgers LOLz.....
Single or Group Dates: groups.....
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no comment
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolates
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucino
Do you Smoke: im not
Do you Swear: i do
Do you Sing: i do
Do you Shower Daily: yup....
Have you Been in Love: so many times.....
Do you want to go to College: uu
Do you want to get Married: nyaaaaaaaaaa....next question...
Do you belive in yourself: chempre naman...
Do you get Motion Sickness: nya...
Do you think you are Attractive: meow....
Are you a Health Freak: im healthy but im not a FREAk
Do you get along with your Parents: yup
Do you like Thunderstorms: oo naman ..yun nga himihintay ko pag umuulan eh...
Do you play an Instrument: hopefullly
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: N-E-V-E-R
In the past month have you gone on a Date: hindi pa nga eh...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: meow
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Oreos yes....but box big No NO...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yup......hehehehehehe....ndi naman lagi..minsan lng....lolz
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nyaaaaaa nooooooooooooo.......
How do you want to Die: PAINLESS......headshot!!!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i want to be a (hmmmmm)
What country would you most like to Visit: japan/paris/korea/taiwan
Number of CDs I own: dami na ehhh......
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: mas marami pa sa cd ko...

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or -

I'd like to meet:



IN
love

____________________________________________________________ , I'd like to meet people that understand my behavior, the one who accept me and the one who love me for what i am. someone who share their innermost thought and know my intimate details...someone that stand on my side and willing to sacrifice in the name of frrienship. i'd like people who appreciate all the things i've done.

There are 10 painful things in life..
1.bringing back the feeling youve learned to forget.
2.reminisicn' the good times
3.trying to hide what you really feel
4.loving someone who loves another
5.havning a commitment with someone you know that wouldnt last
6.shielding your heart to love somebody
7. loving a person too much
8.right love at wroong time
9.taking the risk to fall in love again
10.acceppting that it was never meant to be

pero ang mas gus2 ko sa lahat ung taong sasamahan akong maglakad
kakain kame ng isaw at dugo sa kanto
at pupunta sa divisoria
para mag tingin ng mga mumurahing abubot
at titira kame pareho sa simpleng apartment...

Music:

paul.oakenfold
Coutney.love
dj.jed
dj.armando
dj.deep
incubus.
the.calling
green.day
yellow.card
dashboard.confessional
blink.182
the.rembrandts
garbage
no.doubt
maroon.5
3.doors.down
aerosmith
american.rejects
bryan.adams
beattles
bon.jovi
Bjork
black.crows
cardigans
coldplay
dave.matthews.band
evanescence
foo.fighters
goo.goo.dolls
good.charlotte
guns.n.roses
hoobastank
hansons
jet
jarimoquai
jojo
life.house
linkin.park
john.mayer
sarah.mclaugh
jason.mraz
alanis.morisette
nickelback
nirvana
offspring
oasis
pearl.jam
remy.zero
britney.spears
christina.aguilera
jojo
spice.girls
nsync
codered
98.degrees
j.lo
aaliyah
beegees
beyonce
destiny's.child
brandy
michelle.branch
vanessa.carlton
bustharhyms
mariah.carey
madonnacranberries
counting crows
dido
craigdavid
lindsay.lohann
ashlee.simpson
eiffel.65
nelly.furtado
macy.gray
kanye.west
50.cent
eminem
jay.z
ll.cool.j
b2k
fat.joe
shaggy black.eyed.peas
ciara
nelly
missy.elliot
tlc
usher
alicia.keys
faith.evans
ashanti
ja.rule
babyface
blackstreet
boyz.ii.men
2pac
kc.n.jojo
kitchie nada
barbie's cradle
mojofl
parokya ni edgar
6cyclemin
rivermaya
bamboo
nina
paolo santos
spongecola
sandwich
kjwan
the.late.isabel
mayonnaise
sugarfree
session.road kyla
kahel
imago
chrome.8
cambio
urbandub
radioactive.saga.project
hale
orange.and.lemons
cynthia.alexander

Movies:

+ThE RiNg
+SixTh SeNsE
+FiNaL DeSTiNaTiOn
+sCaRy mOviE
+8 MILES, bONeS
+rEsiDeNt eViL
+uP iN SmOkE
+LorD oF tHe RiNgS
+jEePeRs cReEpErs
+ThE gRuDgE1&2
+2FaSt 2FuRiOuS
+tHe eYe 1&2
+fENg sHUi (hEhE)
+eXoRciSt
+hOnEy
+yOu gOt sErVeD
+bLoOd iN bLoOd oUt
+eAsTsiDaZ
+tUpAc rEsSuReCTiOn sToRy
+50 cEnT tHe nEw bReEd
+Darkness Falls
+Shutter

Books:

iTs me Again... and this is my third and mah last account I guess... enWei, I always refuse the idea that being HOMOSEUAL could be anything other than biological because of how long I've known for. But really that's beside the point... ...It seems that a lot of young people nowadays seem to be having a hard time coming to grips with being bisexual... It takes time. A lot of you seem to expect to wake up and everything will eventually fall into place and be awky, but to tell you frankly guys, that isn't going to happen for you sadly... You will be made fun of at school and will not probably meet any true loves for some time. But that's completely natural... My advice for you jst to fit-in is, dont focus so much on it yet.. ... Wait until you're in college to explore your feelings. In high school, people are too afraid to be themselves and accept diversity... [correct me if am wrong] That may take a few generations to change, so for the time being focus on extracurricular, and teams, that's how you'll make your friends... I'm not saying to necessarily hide it, but don't exploit it, the grief isn't worth it so soon in your young lives...

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Its impossible to understand what's going on to a guy's heart. You told me that you wanted me and now that i've given you everything, you tell me your leaving. You told me that it was the first time y...
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... iTs me Again... and this is my third and mah last account I guess... enWei, I always refuse the idea that being GAY could be anything other than biological because of how long I've known for. But ...
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