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Technologic - Daft Punk I’m Florian, 23 years old, just done with my job training to become an office clerk in January(2009) and currently living with my father. I’m a thoughtful person, very considered and determined(if I really put my mind to it). I usually know what I want and then there’s hardly any stopping me from getting it, unless I think it’s not worth the trouble or it’s too hard or even impossible to achieve. I can be an ambitious person and I like a challenge, but I don’t like to be forced into things, I want to make my own choices and decisions. I tend to think a lot(sometimes too much) and always make plans and back-up plans. Since I’m little, I’m suffering from depressions, which I probably inheritated from my mother. I know some people think this isn’t a real disease, but everyone who has suffered from a real constant depression knows that it is. I try to deal with it and since it’s a disease that nurtures your creativity and makes you think a lot about yourself and stuff, I also see some good things coming from it. For starters, I pretty much lost my fear of death. I also started to reflect myself and the knowledge I got from that helps me to deal with other people or, if they’re hostile, even to mess with them;)(talking about your psychology 101,hehe). I don't want to appear unhumble and don’t want to say false things about me or seem like I’m showing off, but a lot of people(including my own family) say, that I’m acting quite serious(too serious sometimes) and that I’d be very mature for my age. A lot of my friends said so too and I happen to have quite a lot of friends who are older than me, maybe because I can’t have the same conversation with people around my age that I could have with people who experienced more in their life and did more self reflection? Nevertheless, I think it’s no age thing:). It comes down to the person itself, that’s another thing I learned from experience. People also say I’ve a good sense of humour and I could make them laugh easily. I do like humour a lot, especially dark, sarcastic and/or witty one:). Another skill of mine seems to be that I give people a very trustworthy image. Many times, I talked to someone I just got to know or met and they already started telling me deep secrets or things only their best friends would know. I think it’s a good thing and I’m not taking advantage of it. I am kind of an outcast in my country, maybe because I can not agree with the German lifestyle in many ways. I do like some of the order and I like the discipline, but many Germans are such hypocrites or there’s too much bureaucrazy making things too complicated and counterproductive. I’m a guy who loves to travel because of the big wanderlust I carry in my heart. All my trips in the last 5 years took me to Asia and I really do like the Asian lifestyle(although not all of it too), mixed with German discipline and rules. I’ve been travelling to Indonesia six times and two times to Singapore and those experiences teached me a lot about how to see things in life, how to be more calm and patient and gave me a broader view and perspective on life:). I really love Asia with it’s huge cities and phlegmatic attitude regarding many things. As a result of that and because I feel much less of an outcast there, I am planning to move there and live in Asia, if not forever but at least for a while. My current top aim for travelling is Seoul, I’m really curious about Korea and therefore would be very glad if I could get to know some nice people who live there, who could help me not to get lost there and guide me. What else can be said about me? I am someone who has found his substitutional satisfaction in tv series like "Seinfeld", "Scrubs", "Married with Children" and "Daria", I really love tv series(mostly comedy) and good movies. By good movies, I’m talking about the Asian cinema(Korea, Japan), the South American cinema(Brazil, Mexico) and the non mainstream US-cinema. Movies and tv series are meaningful to me, because they are always there when I need them without questioning me and they are really good at helping me to feel things. Same goes for music, I’m a huge fan of good music and like almost any genre. One of the downsides of my depression is that I became quite rational and quite numb on the emotional side. This helps in some situations because I can stay cool and calm and think logically, but I miss out on a lot of things too and I’m currently working on it, since I really miss to have deeper feelings for someone. Who I’d like to meet: Most of all, I want to find someone who can understand me, who can accept me the way I am and who feels the same way like I do(or can at least emphasize). I don't like cocky people,ignorant or arrogant people,I hate mainstream and people who just follow it to be "cool" or whatever,I hate those people who think life is just fun,I hate people who claim they want to be serious,but they just lie,I hate people who only follow without thinking(mainstream people), I'd like to meet people who can make me smile and happy and who share the same interests with me. The perfect partner/friend/soulmate would be found if I’d meet a person who shares a mutual understanding with me, even if no word is spoken. One thing though: I really appreciate honesty and I’m an honest person myself. I’m only lying to others when they lied to me first. I’ll always honor honesty, so don’t ever feel afraid of telling me the truth, I’ll always be glad you were honest rather than that you’d tell me lies or white lies. If you agree with that point of view and if you feel like we’ve something in common, I’d be glad if you’d drop me a line or two and give us the chance to get to know each other:)