Pretty laid-back♥.Used to say I was evil but that schtick got old pretty fast.I..m pretty much in your face though there are moods where I withdraw into myself.If you have fixations on internet, reading, making friends ....well, we'll be hanging-out along just fine I'm a total pacifist, but mess with me,my friends or my family,i swear am gonna call all the demons and saints & run through hell and back to haunt you, well it's not a threat let's say it's just a warning i was born catholic, but now.... i dont believe neither in hell or heaven if there is.... only few will go to heaven I like reading and find it a pity that I don..t have as much time to devote to it as I used to. I..m into the contemporary fictions right now. I find most of classic and self-help books a little thin to the taste but I could always be proven wrong... Peace out IUP...hello real world. I graduated in May, now its off to bigger and better things. I'm a story teller by nature....they serve no purpose or benefit your life in any way, but enjoy them for they are! In my life, I've learned that value of each and every day and try to live my life accordingly. I surround myself with people who make me laugh, and avoid the people who make me mad. Most people consider me the "nice" guy, and even have compared me to Mickey Mouse.....but if you make me mad, its become fairly easy for me to put distance between us. Does that explain it?! Thats me....want more....ask and for the people who knows me well, they say i'm so bad that i always do typecast people but i know my self better than them so i think......... i'm......kinda....well im moody type of person ,not to mention am a bi-polar but its not that bad, sometimes i'm an introvert, but sometimes an extrovert, i had an ADD, we'll but i'm not that hyperactive, well i guess from what i told you 'bout me i guess... im INSANE yet above all i'm warm-blooded and an earthling.
i get thoughts by sitting in the dark. my main issue is trust to other people, even to myself. but i've grown the best out of this ridiculous life. with all trouble in my life i prefer making it simple yet tough. i don't agree that hate does have a significant connections with revenge.
I have tasted some of bitterness and cold happiness in part of my life journey. Lost some best friends and throwing some lousy relationships outta the window.However i felt enough with the weep and grief of my cold-happy-misreable life. I longed for a real relationship with someone who thinks can handle this sarcastic-middle-class dude. I can be so freakin poetic, with art in my head, dreams in my eyes and workaholic running in every blood cell of mine. Just like my old friend's saying:
"I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you"
i always remember a past as my lucid day dream. once they were there u cannot erase them. 'coz there's a lesson we all have to learn, a process is far more important than the result itself. we all get hurt with sweet memories, even though they leave pain, it's still sweet as before.