Pieces of a whole |
Yesterday at this time, I was fighting bile. Today I'm fighting tears. Because everything this morning is just so sad. Heatbreakingly sad. I read a story, and immediately wanted to grab up this girl a... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 06:07:00 PST |
dream002 |
I remember dreams during naps more often that I remember dreams from actual sleep [which I seem to be getting less and less of now that I've got my computer working].Yesterday's naptime dream:I was st... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:56:00 PST |
I am so bitter. |
Jesus christ.I honestly need to stop everything that I am doing right now because it makes no sense.I am, by far, the most jealous person that I know. I feel a sort of ownership to people that I becom... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Sat, 31 May 2008 01:59:00 PST |
Dream001 |
This is my way of forcing my mind to remember my fucking dreams more often, so I can lucid dream in this piece. Eventually, I'll fucking astral project and fuck with everyone within soulwalking distan... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Thu, 29 May 2008 03:45:00 PST |
Revelations from someone I don’t even know. |
I was randomly talking to a guy I hadn't even known but for twenty minutes when he suddenly blew me away. I'm doing the best I can, remembering this conversation, but it was a few days ago and some pa... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Thu, 29 May 2008 02:24:00 PST |
The choices weve made. |
For lack of anything better to do, I want to go over a few things that have been said about me in the past... oh, let's just say, month or so.
[o1.] Even though the thought of going to parties, social... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Sat, 24 May 2008 07:56:00 PST |
’oh its so hard to have someone to love’ |
[sure my music is emotrendyhipster, but i love it.]
it's hard for me to stay on the 'conveniencetype' side of the line. You know, unless it has been days and days and sometimes even weeks since the ph... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Mon, 12 May 2008 11:41:00 PST |
This is not a test of faith. |
I bet you thought that it was all about you. But it wasn't. Please don't flatter yourself.
I feel better now, even though everything is in a bad way. Branching out, even if it kills me.... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Sun, 11 May 2008 09:12:00 PST |
Why I never make any friends. |
People look at me like i'm a leper when i tell them that i can count my friends on my left hand. No, i'm not lying. no, i'm not making a distinction between "close" friends and acquaintances. all of ... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Fri, 02 May 2008 09:57:00 PST |
The problems with myself, among other things. |
i've come to fully grasp all the problems with myself, and, surprisingly, only several of them are skin-deep. It's a revelation to me, because i have always focused so much on what was wrong with the ... Posted by Nothing better to do. on Thu, 01 May 2008 01:03:00 PST |