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mella♥bella

iflookscouldkillll

About Me

i'm really impulsive.
consistent change keeps me sane.
i'm a mess of contradictions.
i am one hundred percent in love with life.
i always strive to face my insecurities.
i would like to genuinely know you.
if there is an adventure, you bet i'll be there.
the simplest, smallest things are all i need.
we are all dying but only some of us are really living.
let go and live whatever way that makes you happiest.

if you're a creep: melllllabellllla
this does not mean i will talk to you though.

i miss this innocence.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who also reads magazines backwards.

Music:


My Blog

ps i have an art blog. yo.

http://melllllabellllla.blogspot.com/   its an art blog. i keeep a secret gushy one elsewhere, so don't expect anythinnn crazzzah...
Posted by mella♥bella on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 08:52:00 PST

sometimes i write

sometimes i write. I never post on my "myspace" blog anymore. I keep a new journal. But I enjoyed this poem. and it is where my thoughts are at, in these very moments, even though I wrote it last nig...
Posted by mella♥bella on Tue, 01 May 2007 02:24:00 PST

the concept of words.

Let me start by saying, I think too much.   Words kind of confuse me. The concept beneathe them is so barren and empty. Words are simply letters aligned to make sounds. Sounds in which we c...
Posted by mella♥bella on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 03:34:00 PST

2007 and me.

I'm sorry. I'm not going to veneer myself in thick boastful adjectives to describe myself of some worthy being. I'm not going to helplessly hide myself behind some plastic personality to be accepted. ...
Posted by mella♥bella on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:47:00 PST

reflection.

I'd like to silver line this and drench you in boastful lines of my accomplishments and memorable moments before this year concludes. But in all honesty, I can't. And it is not because I had a bad yea...
Posted by mella♥bella on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 01:30:00 PST

say what

This weekend was pretty ridiculous, packed with long working shifts and late night hang outs. Piles of homework and a bad case of senioritis. It just didn't go over well. After my SCIL tennis festival...
Posted by mella♥bella on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 05:39:00 PST

four letter word.

life. I just need a break from it. I'm sure you know how that feels, everything around you weighing you down, holding you back, reminding you of things that must be done, and a future that you can see...
Posted by mella♥bella on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:02:00 PST

when i was gone.

I'm finally home. Hello New Jersey, good bye D.C. I had an amazing time. But so much happened when I wasn't home. I'll cap off on WLTI sometime soon.   But my brother has been having therapy thes...
Posted by mella♥bella on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:16:00 PST

i'll get back to you on that

I'll get back to you on that word. I still have so much on my mind. About so many things. I look at everything and i wonder how i manage to jumble everything in my head and still make it through ...
Posted by mella♥bella on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 06:29:00 PST

You, yes you, with the adorable boyfriend.

Get lost in your pure oblivion and giddy laughter. Please love with all your heart and never look back. Say what your heart whispers, and refrain from speaking from the mind. Enjoy your dainty romance...
Posted by mella♥bella on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 02:59:00 PST