WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET

About Me

so, they call me marissa i go to csu stanislaus in turlock; i hate long walks on the beach because the sand hurts and sticks to you hours after leaving, i love sushi and am a meat whore...get over it. im not a lesbian but i love the female body; its worthy of admiration. i love facial hair, and blonde hair is hideous. im honest. people ether love it or hate it. im a boba addict, and its the one thing i miss most about home. i dont get along with my direct family but i love them. i dislike many, many people but i respect them for their differences. i could never be happy without money because i see that as failing to provide for your family. it makes me sad to see women who hide in the shadows and dont live for themselves. breakups are hard but needed to find one's true self and perfect partner. so if you think you can handle it im still up for a good chat, so feel free to try and get in contact. AOL msgr: i changed it so msg me if u want

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people in turlock or the surrounding area so i dont feel like such a loser hahaMyspace Layouts For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com

Television:

cartoon network, all the discovery shows, history, court tv, and disney

Books:

i read everything. i love long novels during the holidays but during school i prefer manga ^.^

My Blog

choices

why is it i have so many people that surround me and make me happy but i feel so, so alone and just as miserable. i know why but what can be done about it? too many things have gone wrong, but j...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:40:00 PST

BOA waiting

How long has it been?A lot of time has passed byWhy am i hurting so?Why are you hurting?By chance, has something happened?Why aren't you speaking?* It's now.. I'm in front you you..I need to tell you ...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:57:00 PST

Forever With You by TEMPO&GD ft. Park Bom

uh! hey baby girl (what's up) pretty ma luvby any chance, do you know what today is? do you know u know?its been exactly 1 year today since you lefti remember the day i met you as if it was just the o...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 02:11:00 PST

FUCKING TEXAS!

here i was all excited that i had made up my mind about going to texas, and it all turns against me! so here i am, CRYING!, because my bf "knows" im going to leave and break his heart. and i fucking l...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 07:22:00 PST

college!!!!

well as most of you already know i was accepted into SFSU (that San Francisco State University) and its the biggest thing thats happened to me lately so i figured id write a blog about it! im really e...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 06:10:00 PST

so lately..

felt like i had to catch up. tomarrow im taking the SAT's....again. as most of you remember the morning of my first attempt my brother's car was stolen. i hope mine isnt this time, it is in the front ...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 09:44:00 PST

yay

so!!! despite the fact that earlier i was depressed and all, today turned out to be a bit of fun!!! which i was in dire need of. so i went to the movies to see the transporter which sucked ass but was...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:31:00 PST

catching up

so as we all know i havent written a new blog in quite some time. and seeing as how im not consumed by homework at the moment and am wallowing in my own self-misery i decided to make an effort to add ...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 12:49:00 PST

i hate my immune system

ok, well this sucks ass! as most of you know, today was the last day of school. but unfortunately i came down with the fucking FLU on tuesday evening. good timing eh. well im still alive, in lots of p...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wow...

MY WEEKEND! friday: school was nothing special as usual. i mean, we didnt really do anything besides party all day long because it was all the seniors' last day, so it was pretty nice. later that ni...
Posted by WhiTeSt AzN y00hLL evUh MeET on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST