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Bev

We walk through life searching for meaning, but a miracle is when it finds us.

About Me

There is a great many things about me that can be said if given the right ear to which to speak. I am twenty two years old. I believe that quiet people are some of the most interesting people because often when they speak they have some of the best things to talk about, however no one bothered to listen. I enjoy talking to a great many people.I hold a very broad view on life. I am very liberal and open in my ways of thinking as far as beliefs go. There are some things though that I have accepted as fact that I would defend for all it meant. One fact is love. Love is the most amazing emotion and state of being in this world.I have a very amazing boyfriend in my life right now. His name is Tony. Tony is the thing that keeps the smile going on my face, working some 6o hours a week lately. I really believe that with the right person by your side you can face anything. We are like two pieces of the puzzle in some greater picture and I'm glad that I'm hooked on him! ^_^I've been playing an online game called Final Fantasy XI for some four years going on five in December. I've come to meet people from all over the world and learn about a great many things from them all. I've met around five or more players in real life and they were just as amazing. There is no community like that of this game. I play more seldom now, but I still enjoy just playing and talking.I don't drink because life is depressing as it is a lot of the time and I don't feel the need to make it more so, considering that alcohol is a depressant. I can fight my fears within myself, but drinking them into non-existence would only make things worse. I don't smoke or do drugs for that matter. I guess some might say that I'm uptight, but I just don't feel the need to do those things. I find creativity within my own mind all the time so I don't need a stimulant. There is no real point to smoking. There is nothing but negative effects. I don't need to fit in. I am who I am.

My Interests

I have many interests! Gaming - Fantasy - Weapons (Swords, Katanas, Staves, Daggers) - Outdoors - Hiking - Camping - Canoeing - Swimming - Drawing - Music - Love

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Music:

I like Rock and Alternative mostly. Avenged Sevenfold - Seether - Breaking Benjamin - Disturbed - Chevelle - Crossfade - Linkin Park - Three Days Grace - Evanescence - Adema - Mudvayne - Staind - Hurt - Cold

Movies:

My favorite movies include - Gladiator - Lord of the Rings Trilogy - Spiderman Trilogy - Princess Mononoke - Castle in the Sky - Spirited Away - 300 -

Television:

I don't watch normal TV on a regular basis anymore, however I do like some series such as - Xena: Warrior Princess -Family Guy - Futurama - Anime
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Books:

My favorite book is by Jo Walton. It's called "The King's Peace." It's a fantasy and very well written.
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Dream Poem

Looking into the night sky, I lay here, so peaceful by your side, And all I can dream, Is of you here next to me, Picturing the stars, dreams so far, And all I can do is grasp them in your hand, Here ...
Posted by Bev on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:47:00 PST

The Wheel Weaves as the Wheel Wills

I've been reading the Wheel of Time Series, by Robery Jordan a lot lately. I'm on book 2 at the moment. Life seems to be getting better despite the worst that has come so far. Ofcourse I still have my...
Posted by Bev on Sat, 10 May 2008 01:10:00 PST

2:30AM and still Awake

So a lot has happened in the past few weeks. Minor updates include a Gnormous update of pictures and such. I also added a music player of a lot of songs that I like. So check it all out leave some com...
Posted by Bev on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 02:46:00 PST

Up, Down, All Around

All I can say is life works in the most mysterious ways, not to sound like a cliche, but it’s true! The events of complete happiness can lead to inevitable sorrow, whereupon sorrow can lead to b...
Posted by Bev on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:56:00 PST

Nothing is fair.

What do you do when the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with... doesn't feel the same way anymore? Is life ever really fair at all? I wanted change when I moved here, but I didn't want t...
Posted by Bev on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:28:00 PST

Piece by Piece

    I've been in California a little over a month now and piece by piece my life is working it's way back together. I've had my ups and had my downs in getting where I am now, but it's ...
Posted by Bev on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 11:17:00 PST

School has to wait yet again.

Well /sigh going to have to wait until September to go back. I'm really disappointed in myself that I have to put this off yet again, but  I just wasn't able to save enough money. Hopefully being...
Posted by Bev on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 01:29:00 PST

Thinking Back on The Drive West

Ok well a lot happened on our drive west. Continuing on from Warrensburg some of the highlights were, but not limited to the first gas stop. I open my hood to check the oil and find that the oil cap i...
Posted by Bev on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 12:49:00 PST

Warrensburg > Ukiah CA

It was long eventful and for some reason my mind is blocking out most of the drive... i think it's from the stress of driving 12+ hrs a day thanks to unfavorable weather and traffic ugh maybe i'll pos...
Posted by Bev on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 07:41:00 PST

Hurley => Warrensburg, MO

    The adventure has begun! I will post pictures as soon as I get set up in Ukiah, but for now a little verbal check in will do. We're on the way to CA! It's still hard and amazing to ...
Posted by Bev on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 06:24:00 PST